Just got home from the Goo Goo Dolls show. I needed it. My whole body hurts but I needed to see them play. The meet and greet was canceled, but they gave all of us signed set lists and the next time they come around we are automatically in for the meet and greet. They were amazing and I need to make Johnny Rzeznik my...
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My whole body hurts. I have no appetite and I want to sleep away life. Yeah I'm depressed. I have reached out and am going to find a therapist. I know that if I don't I will not make it through 2010. I need to take care of myself so I can take care of my dogs. I can't fall apart too many people rely...
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chrysis:
Icecream and movies? You have so got it. Babe, that's my jam. I have been putting caramel [the kind you're supposed to get and put on apples? You know, and be healthy?] on icecream, or making milkshakes with it every day or night for the last .. like two weeks. I am out of control. ;/
And don't you fuss over your blog. I think 9/10 people see my rambles and run, so. Also, you have about a million other things to worry about. When you're ready, you'll spill.
I'm glad you've set something up with someone. I think at least for now, you need to build a framework under you.
And don't you fuss over your blog. I think 9/10 people see my rambles and run, so. Also, you have about a million other things to worry about. When you're ready, you'll spill.
I'm glad you've set something up with someone. I think at least for now, you need to build a framework under you.
chrysis:
Also. You are now the the third person I know in Jersey, so I meeeeannnnnnnnn. n_______n;
my period came, so i''m excruciating pain. cairey passed away this morning so my heart hurts. river is going on a date after 2 weeks. fucking amazing. this day is so full of win i can't even handle it.
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chrysis:
Well. Today is a new day. Tomorrow will be another. They'll keep coming and not all can be like this.
chrysis:
And you've got to be tiring of cliches like that, so I'm really sorry. But they're true and I know you know it. So .. you know. Anyway, if I were closer, I'd come over and bring you ice cream or give you my shoulder to punch. I don't know what helps you, but.
i'm really not sure what hurts more - my lower abdomen or my heart. either way i'm about ready to break in two. i want to claw at my skin until the outside matches the inside.
dpgc44:
feel better please. BTW we are planning a trip to your hood next year. I hope you are ready!
Today I cleaned the whole apartment. All two floors of it. Tomorrow I will clean the kitchen and rearrange it so it works properly. Good god I have a lot of apartment. Had to take Trooper to an emergency vet visit today. He has fleas. Yippy Skippy. So now my house is clean and soon I will go pick up all the stuff at the...
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triumphretro:
Try Beetles Rockband, it is the shit. Again, prayers for your friend and keep some sort of positive attitude if you can, take care
triumphretro:
I love beatles rockband! It is amazing!
it's actually pretty fucking easy to break a life apart after 7 years. especially when you cop out and live on a friends couch and run away from the problems. and then i just sit here and absorb a lot of anger. i get that he's mad but really? you don't treat someone you spent the last 7 years with like garbage. but he's got...
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fadetoblack:
your support system is everyone around here, if you let them. 
I'll be on the east coast at the end of november if they're still available
I'll be on the east coast at the end of november if they're still available
chef_jeff:
If I buy the tickets off of u will u still go to the show? Hows that for a win / win
so fucking tired of this year. i really really really need something good to happen. and soon.
An aneurysm burst in her brain. Within the next 6-24 hours all the tests will be run to declare her gone. I know she is no longer here. She is giving her dad time to sit with her and come to some sort of terms. She is an amazing light and my world has just become so much darker without her.
I was selfish this...
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apriloneil:
This is so rough. I can only say, I'm here if you need someone to talk to. Seriously. <3
flaker:
I'm sorry. I know that my words are probably just nothingness plastered over this cyberworld...but still, I'm sorry. Loss is never easy, ever. 
I am sitting at the hospital watching my chocolate princess die. Her dad is on his way from Jamaica and should be here soon. Then I think she will be ready to go. Good lord I love you Cairey.
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kas:
hugs love
the_swill:
Sad, So sorry babe.
Is there a reason that 2010 is trying to kill me? If I give someone my birth information can you explain this astrologically? There was drama at grampa's today - which I hope to something gets worked out. I get home and I'm in bed with my dogs and episodes of dexter and gay jesus calls. One of my favorite people at school has sickle...
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flaker:
It's too late for me to write a long thing here....but cheer up, por favor. You know, this year has been trying to kill me too...it's shaping up to be a mostly forgetable and regretable year. I'm sorry that the times are tough for you. Goodnight...and good luck.
the_swill:
I read somewhere - here maybe? - that 2010 is the year of change, according to the Chinese calendar. It's certainly worked out that way for me and for you, it sounds like.
Agreed; this site definitely needs more diverse bodies. Tis why I prefer the hopefuls page over the front page.
Agreed; this site definitely needs more diverse bodies. Tis why I prefer the hopefuls page over the front page.
Sometimes you lose your way, you lose yourself, you take each other for granted, you forget those things called words and the distance grows without intending it to. And then it's gone and you make realizations too late. So take a deep breath and focus on the love and know everything will work out how it should. And try not to be a psycho bitch...
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coltoncasanova:
yeah it was fun and i know. 
a_nonanimal:
Thank you. I still adore those shoes!!
i don't think i will ever stop crying. i'm an asshole.
only1doc:
why would you say something like that. You have never given me that impression.
kas:
hugs!
Yeah, I was really crowbarring that one in there..but still, you know what I mean.