Today I needled my grandfather and my mother. I impressed my mother, this makes me feel very good. While at grampa's the beast unleashed in my abdomen.
By the time I got to school 4 hours later for my acupuncture appt, my favorite professor got to show my intern emergency treatment protocol. And he needled... she didn't. He has never treated me on the first...
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By the time I got to school 4 hours later for my acupuncture appt, my favorite professor got to show my intern emergency treatment protocol. And he needled... she didn't. He has never treated me on the first...
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little_bird:
but but but....i wanna comment on how i would and will do you. (:
pax_:
I'm sorry darling. 
I really really hope things get better for you soon. I'm glad your professor helped though.
I really really hope things get better for you soon. I'm glad your professor helped though. I literally cried on and off for 15 hours yesterday. Fuck, I am such a girl sometimes. I need to do something cool to get my man card back.
I will have to process it through in therapy cus it's a big one. And I am fucking sick and tired of River ruining shit in my life. Can someone tell me what the fuck this...
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I will have to process it through in therapy cus it's a big one. And I am fucking sick and tired of River ruining shit in my life. Can someone tell me what the fuck this...
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rydethesnow:
I'm really sorry hun. I wish there was something I could do for you. if there is, feel free to ask. You know that all of us love you and are here for you when you need us. 
nirvash:
Sorry to hear that. Really shows his character though. Hope the days go fast til the pain subsides.
kitty night was fun. not sure i can strip down to pasties and a g string but my burlesque mama has faith in me. there will be many more shows coming up and i'm gonna immerse myself in it!
i'm having a really, really fucking rough day. some shit happened that i never thought would happen and i learned that blood is not thicker than...
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i'm having a really, really fucking rough day. some shit happened that i never thought would happen and i learned that blood is not thicker than...
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pax_:
I'll give you an internet hug anyway. Maybe if you get enough of them you'll feel a teeny little bit better. *BIG HUG*
I'll give you an internet hug anyway. Maybe if you get enough of them you'll feel a teeny little bit better. *BIG HUG*
infinity:
*hugs* and *more hugs*
I'm here if you want to talk.
*hugs* and *more hugs*
I'm here if you want to talk.
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noldor_:
i'd like to taste your lips
i'd like to taste your lips
goatsofdoom:
You should really smile more often!
I retract my previous post lol. I have now figured out my weekends in April, I hate leaving my dogs and I get concerned about people taking care of them. All logistics of weekends in April have been solved and all will work out perfectly.
Therapy went well yesterday. My outlook on life seems to be improving. I think something switched in me a couple...
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Therapy went well yesterday. My outlook on life seems to be improving. I think something switched in me a couple...
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9005900:
Some lucky guy is going to meet you soon, I believe. And it probably will be with a shorter drive, not even the 40 minute commute you had before. And yes you are correct, us men can be "retarded" in many ways. Problem is .... we don't seem to think we have a problem. We're so fucked up.
You should have a contest for your name. That would be fun.
have a great weekend.
You should have a contest for your name. That would be fun.
have a great weekend.
only1doc:
Glad to hear you are starting to come out of the funk. Hope things continue to work out for you darlin. As for the man issue I am sure that things will work out for you. Have fun darlin.
hello connecticut friends... anyone have a couch my friend and i can surf on april 29th? i will be in new haven for a show. and then leaving the next day early. if you don't mind me traipsing around late at night in your place.
i'll show you boobs in exchange. hahahhaha
xoxoxoxo
i'll show you boobs in exchange. hahahhaha
xoxoxoxo
9005900:
Love your exchange rate!
pax_:
Lol. You do have a point. I would not want you poking me if you didn't know what you were doing or what it felt like.
I would not want you poking me if you didn't know what you were doing or what it felt like. me, puppies, my couch and a dvr with a manson documentary on it. i'd almost want company if this wasn't so perfect.
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kas:
ah ! internet snuggles from me to you!
pax_:
That sounds wonderful! Enjoy it! 
I am very very landscaped today cus we were supposed to needle ren 1 (look it up hahaha) and then it didn't happen. This is when I need a friend with benefits to take advantage of this today lol.
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scratamus:
landscaping?? why whatever do you mean?? I agree with everyone...pictures are a MUST!!!! I must insist on knowing what you are talking about 
pax_:
Wow. Did you really want that to happen though?
first step to burlesque taken this morning. signed up for classes. frightened. absolutely frightened.
finding love on SG interests me. there are all these people that seem to find it... i don't know if i could do that here. then again i'm not looking hahaha
pain in abdomen not better. stupid abdomen.
so sad about Elizabeth Taylor
now i go away.
finding love on SG interests me. there are all these people that seem to find it... i don't know if i could do that here. then again i'm not looking hahaha
pain in abdomen not better. stupid abdomen.
so sad about Elizabeth Taylor
now i go away.
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infinity:
The clases should be interesting and enjoyable too. Hopefully the nervousness about them goes away soon.
I know a good number of people who met each other through SG (ie the owner of SGNJ and his wife). At first it's surprising that people would meet on this site, but it makes sense when you think about it - just by being on the site there are going to be a good number of similarities between two people.
I know a good number of people who met each other through SG (ie the owner of SGNJ and his wife). At first it's surprising that people would meet on this site, but it makes sense when you think about it - just by being on the site there are going to be a good number of similarities between two people.
9005900:
performing burlesque is a classy art and hope you find it rewarding. Very mental state you're put in.
Sorry to hear the pain has no lessened.
Sorry to hear the pain has no lessened.
and the fat days just keep going. this period is apparently going to wreck me, cus i'm over a week out and it's not good already. i think i need to find a new doctor and pay what i have to pay and see what i can get done. or find someone with awesome insurance and get married for a bit LOL. i need a...
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gonzilla:
hope you feel better. my gal went through the same thing with the lady parts a couple years ago
friscillating:
Thank you for the thoughts on the SB set. Pthalo did essentially all the work. I didn't even really shower - I just got kinda wets. And sudsy. But not really CLEAN ... more SB sets to come btw
Endometriosis is an insanely variable disease - I'm sorry that you've got such aggressive implants. That's horrocious (My own word, portmanteau) ... I've heard of it being that bad but haven't seen it firsthand. Have you spoken with a fertility doctor re: anything? Having the ovaries taken out is the only way to definitively calm things, but you don't want to just jump at doing that. Hm. I'm really sorry. I'm sure you've tried myriad hormones and such as well - do they all affect you the same way? Any less?
I hate problems without solutions. I hate questions without answers. In medicine we're trained to target something and then kill it. And when that thing is ... everywhere, or it's nowhere, or the killing of it would kill the person ... we kind of flip out inside ourselves a little bit. I'm sorry, HQ.
Never apologize for long replies to comments. They are a joy to read, it's like opening presents under the tree - everyone can see the HUGE one sitting there and they all know what's inside it ... and it waits there patiently for Me to open it.
Pthalo did essentially all the work. I didn't even really shower - I just got kinda wets. And sudsy. But not really CLEAN ... more SB sets to come btw
Endometriosis is an insanely variable disease - I'm sorry that you've got such aggressive implants.
That's horrocious (My own word, portmanteau) ... I've heard of it being that bad but haven't seen it firsthand. Have you spoken with a fertility doctor re: anything? Having the ovaries taken out is the only way to definitively calm things, but you don't want to just jump at doing that. Hm. I'm really sorry. I'm sure you've tried myriad hormones and such as well - do they all affect you the same way? Any less?
I hate problems without solutions. I hate questions without answers. In medicine we're trained to target something and then kill it. And when that thing is ... everywhere, or it's nowhere, or the killing of it would kill the person ... we kind of flip out inside ourselves a little bit.
I'm sorry, HQ.
Never apologize for long replies to comments. They are a joy to read, it's like opening presents under the tree - everyone can see the HUGE one sitting there and they all know what's inside it ... and it waits there patiently for Me to open it.
i must be ovulating i m having a super fat girl day and i'm frisky. and now i want coffee and cake. this is ridiculous.
i'm also in the mood to have a boy put his hands on my face and look me in the eyes and kiss me. is this what moving on is? i want to a male that wants to romance me...
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i'm also in the mood to have a boy put his hands on my face and look me in the eyes and kiss me. is this what moving on is? i want to a male that wants to romance me...
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goatsofdoom:
Yes!!! Evil goats! W00t!
ahnhell:
<3 beautiful thing.
i love my apartment, all two floors of it. it's a steal. i pay almost nothing for it and it's amazing for the dogs. however i am not domestic. so cleaning this bitch is ridiculous. sigh. LOLOL
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franie:
Time to hire a maid!
priam:
can I move in???