I feel stupid when I can't sleep.
I spend the time doing useless things while I could be doing something interesting. And I only feel restless.
What I really would like to do is play the piano, but it's three in the morning and don't think neighbours are gonna apreciate that. thay have no taste. One day a girl upstairs came to ask me politely if I could turn the volume down because her dog barked while I was playing. I told her to bring her dog to make the back vocals but I think she didn't get it. Someone who belives that a grand piano has a volume button probably doesn't have the same sense of humor than me.
I really miss the isolated hause in Germany. I could play everytime and disturb no one. And was far more cosy than my lousy flat in Barcelona.
And the only thing I can do to mitigate this craving is watch stupid videos of Matthew Bellamy playing my favourite songs on piano. Or people who play Rachmaninov just because Bellamy does.
I can do nothing but worship the one that makes me happy. But it makes me sad and envy, because while he is playing on and on looped in youtube, the only things my fingers can touch, the only tapping I hear, is my computer kayboard.
I spend the time doing useless things while I could be doing something interesting. And I only feel restless.
What I really would like to do is play the piano, but it's three in the morning and don't think neighbours are gonna apreciate that. thay have no taste. One day a girl upstairs came to ask me politely if I could turn the volume down because her dog barked while I was playing. I told her to bring her dog to make the back vocals but I think she didn't get it. Someone who belives that a grand piano has a volume button probably doesn't have the same sense of humor than me.
I really miss the isolated hause in Germany. I could play everytime and disturb no one. And was far more cosy than my lousy flat in Barcelona.
And the only thing I can do to mitigate this craving is watch stupid videos of Matthew Bellamy playing my favourite songs on piano. Or people who play Rachmaninov just because Bellamy does.
I can do nothing but worship the one that makes me happy. But it makes me sad and envy, because while he is playing on and on looped in youtube, the only things my fingers can touch, the only tapping I hear, is my computer kayboard.
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I was in Spain for five years and went snowboarding constantly in Grenada and got blitzed and learned how to salsa in Seville. One of the few good things to come out of my Navy experience.