Last night he kept waking me up with his noises in his dreams... then he decided it was a good idea to eat dinner at 2am... then drink some water.... then rub himself up and down my bed. THEN when it was time to wake up for real, he got pissy at ME. 
lol.
im not liking this feeling like i am having to grow up, or more that i am feeling out of place cos I am not "grown up".
being "grown up" includes a lot of different things. i think its more i just don't understand and its hard coming to terms with things. meh.
Soon everybody will ask what became of you
My patience at work is starting to disappear. People are shitting me off, dogs are shitting me off, and I am snapping at co-workers who did nothing wrong, not cos I am angry at them, but cos I am just venting me anger at how stupid everything is but I don't think it comes across that way. I am in a bad mood all the time when I have to groom. I just feel like getting up and walking out. I think its cos I am feeling stuck. I want to be able to get up and leave at the drop of a hat but I can't cos I have dug myself a huge hole that will take years to get out of. meh, hopefully it will get better soon.
...And what you thought you lost was just mislaid.
I guess I should focus on other things... like awesome things that will happen when people are back from overseas.
Yes.
I want to see the dark knight so badly, but have to wait for saturday night. dammit.
ttfn
i have a complaint about my room mate.