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So my grandma called me last weekend... i actually answered, i feel bad not exactly avoiding her calls but you know, just not wanting to talk for ages about inane things. especially after a night out. She started talking to me about when she saw my brother and mum and how they were all talking about my bad money skills, debt etc. Well turns out the reason for her call was to offer to pay off all my credit card debt (a shit load) and that I could just pay her back whenever i could as she wanted to see me out of trouble and start a fresh while she was still alive (basically she was saying you can have some of your inheritance now, you just get less later when i die). I was kind of shocked that she offered this... and i actually felt really bad. she is old, has no one basically down in victoria, cant drive anymore and yeah, must be pretty lonely, and she is offering me this... she can afford it i guess but still it feels a bit strange... but i think she is doing this cos she wants me to be able to go to england to meet her family with her before she dies... im still thinking whether its a good idea or not. im sure if i declined her offer she would be upset, so maybe i will just take it... im not allowed to tell my parents if i do... she said no one is to know its just a secret between us, we virgos have to stick together or something. i guess im breaking that now... but its just weird... it will be awesome... but you know...

Has been good this week... i think i am finally settling in a bit... getting the hang of everything, its been getting a bit busier, not in the grooming but just a few more people coming into the shop... still boring sometimes but ok... I am also learning alot more and putting alot of my prior knowledge into use by helping lots of customers with their queries. im learning a bit about cats, not so much birds and pretty much none of fish. fish boy has a girlfriend i think... oh well, but meh he is still something to look at when im bored lol! also found out today that i dont have to work boxing or new years day yay! woot... oh... remembered what i was going to write.... working in an area like i do, i should of realised what kind of people would come in... somedays is like i am at some freakshow... weird distorted faces, missing teeth etc. its scary. im a snob. bogans breed bogans.

A few weeks ago I had a pretty huge night and really over did it... scared the shit out of me and was a good wake up call to not do that much again... was pointless doing that much. since then I have decided to not go to that point again... i have been pretty good so far!