sigh. slightly disapointed. maybe a little depressed.
its a new day. yay.
Allure's Party!
its a new day. yay.
Allure's Party!
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such a good night these are my fave pics!
LOL! i love hanging out with you guys
such a good night these are my fave pics!
LOL! i love hanging out with you guys
Work
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its weird atm. like the owners dont come in at all, except for saturdays, so we dont get told much re: how we are doing, if they are happy and all that. i feel strange when they come in cos i dont know what they are thinking, if they are pleased with me or hate me, etc... then today, we get this memo. aparently all salons (human and dog) got sent this, it kind of sucks. its about personal internet usage at work. pooooooooo. not allowed to use it, or we get dismissed or some crap. i understand it i guess. but we dont use it unless there is no work to do... meh.
grrr. worked sucked today
other work news... i have converted marisha to the warm towels...
its weird atm. like the owners dont come in at all, except for saturdays, so we dont get told much re: how we are doing, if they are happy and all that. i feel strange when they come in cos i dont know what they are thinking, if they are pleased with me or hate me, etc... then today, we get this memo. aparently all salons (human and dog) got sent this, it kind of sucks. its about personal internet usage at work. pooooooooo. not allowed to use it, or we get dismissed or some crap. i understand it i guess. but we dont use it unless there is no work to do... meh.
grrr. worked sucked todayother work news... i have converted marisha to the warm towels...
Saosin
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tonight (well last night) i went with my old friend/flatmate Fit floud to Brisbane to see A static lullaby/Saosin play.
I dropped in on Indigo (sorry for interrupting your dinner making), and then headed to the arena to watch the bands... it was fun, like old times, when me and ff would go see bands as much as possible. the paper and the plane were pretty good (a local band), a static lullaby were pretty good... but saosin were amazing. you may bag me out but one of the best shows i had ever seen was P.O.D. back in like 2001. it was inspirational, amazing and just perfect... saosins set was pretty close to that tonight. really really good show. i would say 9.65 out of 10. (just cos i have to leave some leeway incase a better show happens).
driving back to the coast we listened to old songs, it was really great. good memories.
then she invited me to go to surfers. i thought about it and i knew i shouldnt of, but i said yes.
stupid.
she runs in completely different circles now, is a completely different person around other people, and i should of remembered this.
i reverted back to my old ways... i clammed up, i freaked out with all these people around that i had nothing to say to, followed ff around like i would always do cos i never got introduced and she just kept being social talking to all different groups and i just looked like the creepy freak. i left pretty much straight away when i realised the same pattern was happening again.
i walked from the bus in the rain and tried to clear my head. i still feel stupid tho. inadequate.
ill just remember to stay being the person who she contacts when she needs something. its better that way.
i guess you just have to accept people for who they are. i dont think she knows who she is, she is trying too hard to be soemthing she isnt or maybe shouldnt be. but i feel, i guess, obligated, or not really obligated but i want to be there when it all crashes down, cos im sure none of the others will be there, none of the "cool" people, and she will need someone to help her.
it just sucks cos i was having such a good night and had to ruin it by thinking i could try to hang out with her with other people.
such is life
tonight (well last night) i went with my old friend/flatmate Fit floud to Brisbane to see A static lullaby/Saosin play.
I dropped in on Indigo (sorry for interrupting your dinner making), and then headed to the arena to watch the bands... it was fun, like old times, when me and ff would go see bands as much as possible. the paper and the plane were pretty good (a local band), a static lullaby were pretty good... but saosin were amazing. you may bag me out but one of the best shows i had ever seen was P.O.D. back in like 2001. it was inspirational, amazing and just perfect... saosins set was pretty close to that tonight. really really good show. i would say 9.65 out of 10. (just cos i have to leave some leeway incase a better show happens).
driving back to the coast we listened to old songs, it was really great. good memories.
then she invited me to go to surfers. i thought about it and i knew i shouldnt of, but i said yes.
stupid.
she runs in completely different circles now, is a completely different person around other people, and i should of remembered this.
i reverted back to my old ways... i clammed up, i freaked out with all these people around that i had nothing to say to, followed ff around like i would always do cos i never got introduced and she just kept being social talking to all different groups and i just looked like the creepy freak. i left pretty much straight away when i realised the same pattern was happening again.
i walked from the bus in the rain and tried to clear my head. i still feel stupid tho. inadequate.
ill just remember to stay being the person who she contacts when she needs something. its better that way.
i guess you just have to accept people for who they are. i dont think she knows who she is, she is trying too hard to be soemthing she isnt or maybe shouldnt be. but i feel, i guess, obligated, or not really obligated but i want to be there when it all crashes down, cos im sure none of the others will be there, none of the "cool" people, and she will need someone to help her.
it just sucks cos i was having such a good night and had to ruin it by thinking i could try to hang out with her with other people.
such is life
Other stuff
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*i hate when people say they will call when something you buy is ready... but they dont and like you wanted it so you could send it away to make it by mothers day, but when you call to check cos you were being patient but havent heard anything and they say, yeah it was ready like 2 days before you called, its too late to send by mothers day. sorry mum!
*i am really tired right now and should be sleeping, instead i am typing stupid shit
*black books is funny and made me laugh, i hadnt seen it before.
*ferris was superdog today
*i just need sleep
*i hate when people say they will call when something you buy is ready... but they dont and like you wanted it so you could send it away to make it by mothers day, but when you call to check cos you were being patient but havent heard anything and they say, yeah it was ready like 2 days before you called, its too late to send by mothers day. sorry mum!
*i am really tired right now and should be sleeping, instead i am typing stupid shit
*black books is funny and made me laugh, i hadnt seen it before.
*ferris was superdog today
*i just need sleep
i will wake up happier
Thanks for listening to me... I really hope you wake up happier.
You are wonderful. Don't feel inadequate... The issue is hers and she should have made a point of introducing you to people. It's basic manners 101.
Grrr, I hate it when people do that. No, I really do.
But yay for walking in the rain.
Huggles and stuff.
Btw - you look awesome with those glasses on. You make a cool bug!
I have to go and visit the Mother-tr0n now. Oh god, please let today be alright. Like, it is raining, so maybe, just maybe things will be okay...