so, i am as estatic as frightened right now, for multiple reasons, so i'll start w/the scary shit 1st, as you know i horror, but i fly to oahu tomorrow to meet w/a 2nd neurosurgeon to discuss my near, not to mention for the rest of my life, future...
i'm scared as hell of someone cutting on me, as i've never had a surgery before, besides my wisdom teeth, but that's not even remotely close to what my future beholds, so, yea. i fly out about 7:30am, which means i gotta get up REALLY early, as my appt is @ 9:30, & fly back @ 5pm. the insurance co sent me a check to cover the r/t flight & taxi rides to & from the dr's office, & i think they owe me breakfast as well, at the VERY least, but we'll see. i have to return receipts of everything, including the money left over from the trip, which i don't even know how long the appt will last, but it is only an evaluation to discuss options, & hopefully set a date to get me back to me again...
i'm excited because today i was gifted rather nicely, to say the least, w/some new toys. another friend is leaving the island to be with her man who already left, unfortunately, & selling stuff, so i needed a computer desk. when i went over to pick it up today, i also left with a red sunburst limited edition electric epiphone/gibson les paul, an electric/acoustic bass & an electric bass that says "jay turser(?)", an swr tube preamp/solid state power amp rack mount, 2 keyboard stands, which were desperately needed, a couple of usb converters, an extra dell flat screen monitor, among a few other gems, so TYVM keri & jaybird...
so, i'm assuming, which i HATE to do, that the powers that be are trying to show to me once again how the good goes w/the bad, or the yin goes w/the yang, etc, etc, when all i REALLY want is my life back to whatever normal was before i sustained this back injury, but i guess patience mustn't be forgotten either; it's just been a VERY tough & painful past 34 VITAL months of my life that i will never get back, & it's still not that close to being over, but, as bob put it best, time will tell...
all i know is that things could ALWAYS be worse, so i am gonna make it, and i hope all is well in your lives as well...
aloha
i'm scared as hell of someone cutting on me, as i've never had a surgery before, besides my wisdom teeth, but that's not even remotely close to what my future beholds, so, yea. i fly out about 7:30am, which means i gotta get up REALLY early, as my appt is @ 9:30, & fly back @ 5pm. the insurance co sent me a check to cover the r/t flight & taxi rides to & from the dr's office, & i think they owe me breakfast as well, at the VERY least, but we'll see. i have to return receipts of everything, including the money left over from the trip, which i don't even know how long the appt will last, but it is only an evaluation to discuss options, & hopefully set a date to get me back to me again...
i'm excited because today i was gifted rather nicely, to say the least, w/some new toys. another friend is leaving the island to be with her man who already left, unfortunately, & selling stuff, so i needed a computer desk. when i went over to pick it up today, i also left with a red sunburst limited edition electric epiphone/gibson les paul, an electric/acoustic bass & an electric bass that says "jay turser(?)", an swr tube preamp/solid state power amp rack mount, 2 keyboard stands, which were desperately needed, a couple of usb converters, an extra dell flat screen monitor, among a few other gems, so TYVM keri & jaybird...
so, i'm assuming, which i HATE to do, that the powers that be are trying to show to me once again how the good goes w/the bad, or the yin goes w/the yang, etc, etc, when all i REALLY want is my life back to whatever normal was before i sustained this back injury, but i guess patience mustn't be forgotten either; it's just been a VERY tough & painful past 34 VITAL months of my life that i will never get back, & it's still not that close to being over, but, as bob put it best, time will tell...
all i know is that things could ALWAYS be worse, so i am gonna make it, and i hope all is well in your lives as well...
aloha
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niobe:
Well that is a good way to at least get the ball rollin'. So to speak!
repus:
yep, she's coming here this thursday to go to 2 dr appts w/me, and then again on next monday to another dr appt, so she's not wasting anytime, which is what i feel i have lost more of than anything else, besides my mind...!
