Life on drugs day one:
Yesterday I went to the psychiatrist and filled out 68,743,657,398,747,387 pages of forms. Some tough questions to answer there. The hardest part was putting an X in the "yes" box next to "Do you currently have a suicide plan?" Anyway, the lady talked to me for like 45 minutes, then told me that I had, "Major depressive disorder with moderate...
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Yesterday I went to the psychiatrist and filled out 68,743,657,398,747,387 pages of forms. Some tough questions to answer there. The hardest part was putting an X in the "yes" box next to "Do you currently have a suicide plan?" Anyway, the lady talked to me for like 45 minutes, then told me that I had, "Major depressive disorder with moderate...
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catwoman:
I really hope tht the drugs help I know for some people they make a huge differance and don't worry about the drinking after a little while you won't even miss it. Well I truelly hope you have a good day 
"You say I choose sadness, but it never once has chosen me. Well... maybe you're right."
-Rilo Kiley
-Rilo Kiley
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unique3:
well I hope your appointment friday helps. let me know how you feel after kk?
evanx:
Ture words...... Hope you feel better soon...
Get Homicide Season 4 yet? It's a pivitol season! Luther Mahony is introduced! He was the best bad guy!
Get Homicide Season 4 yet? It's a pivitol season! Luther Mahony is introduced! He was the best bad guy!
Saw the Decemberists on Saturday. What a kickass show! The sound guy sucked and kept screwing up their levels and making shrieky feedback. (But wait, that's not the kickass part!) When they came out for the encore, Colin walked up to the mic and said, "We're going to try something really stupid. Please kill the PA," and they shut off all the amps. Then they...
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unique3:
thanks! 
geez. that's kind of a bad way to think about her dont you thin?
geez. that's kind of a bad way to think about her dont you thin?
catwoman:
Well I think you should find someone you dont have to pine for and that can make you happy. If your happy then you dont need to worry about being sad cuz it dosnt happen very often. plus you never know maybe she will change her mind. but if you do find someone else try not to hold them up to Carla for a comparasen a lot of guys do that with girls we are all very differant.
OH MY GOD!
I just found out that through some massive oversight, the bank I work for hasn't blocked SG on its intranet. This is awesome. I'm only working here four more days, but for those days, I'm not going to get anything done!
So Paris was effing amazing! We kept kind of a breakneck pace, being out of the apartment like 15 hours a...
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I just found out that through some massive oversight, the bank I work for hasn't blocked SG on its intranet. This is awesome. I'm only working here four more days, but for those days, I'm not going to get anything done!
So Paris was effing amazing! We kept kind of a breakneck pace, being out of the apartment like 15 hours a...
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evanx:
Oh, I know it. I did think about that..... She was damn cute, she even went out of her way, while talking to another person, to say "bye" to me as i left today...which was nice. But now, I have no reason to go back there...as today, I finally got that cat!!!! But you never know, maybe I'll have a question about something...... 
Anyway, man, I'm glad you had a fun trip. Sometimes little things like sleeping next to each other, while cuddling, is better than dirty sweaty sex....sometimes..... I hope you two manage to keep in touch.
Hmmm... I can't wait for the new Michael Moor movie either!
Anyway, man, I'm glad you had a fun trip. Sometimes little things like sleeping next to each other, while cuddling, is better than dirty sweaty sex....sometimes..... I hope you two manage to keep in touch.
Hmmm... I can't wait for the new Michael Moor movie either!
18 people left me comments! That's more than ever before! I feel loved. Y'all changed my thoughts on SG from "It's OK" to "I Like It". I also changed my user name from "lurker" to "ItsJustAPhase". EvanX said in his journal that my lurker thing was just a phase.
So, in response to all the questions and good wishes, the dinner with Carla went really...
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So, in response to all the questions and good wishes, the dinner with Carla went really...
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evanx:
Hey man, I'm glad I could be of service.
*bows*
You have fun in Paris and you had better bring bakc lots of pictures and stories!
*bows*
You have fun in Paris and you had better bring bakc lots of pictures and stories!
catwoman:
That is the most romantic thing ever... 
I love the design btw and dont do that to your poor head.. i hope you have the best time!
I love the design btw and dont do that to your poor head.. i hope you have the best time! Latest updates: I got a new job! Yeah, it's still as a corporate drone, but for a smaller company. This increases the chance that I will someday defeat the corporate mechanism, pull out the neural implants, and get out of the corporate world in favor of something non-profit. And someday, I will own a record store! I swear it! It's in Salem, MA, which is...
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cait:
I'm with everyone when I say she is a lucky girl!
Also, I love your fantasy
Also, I love your fantasy
osoesoteric:
a good friend of mine painted it for my birthday... she's an amazing artist...
So, purely for the benefit of Evan, here's what's been going on in my life for the last several months.
Item: Now living with a friend's cousin and his friend. They are vegans. Have never been less excited about more tofu.
Item: Carla (that hot redhead at work) and I are... um... well, we're going to Paris together in a week or so.
Yeah, I...
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Item: Now living with a friend's cousin and his friend. They are vegans. Have never been less excited about more tofu.
Item: Carla (that hot redhead at work) and I are... um... well, we're going to Paris together in a week or so.
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evanx:
Whoa! A lot has happened in 3 months!
Let's see-
Mom getting maried? That's cool, keeps me optimistic about second chances.
Paris trip? That's also cool. I would love a vacation like that. Are you sure she has no interest in a physical relationship? It all seems kinda odd.
I always cringe when someone goes on medication for depression. How you know you are not supposed to be "a miserable bastard", why change it? But! On the other hand, if this all works out, things get better, and you are happier, then go for it.
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I don't undertand why I'm your only friend. I enjoy your journal entries! Do you want me to rally the troops?
Let's see-
Mom getting maried? That's cool, keeps me optimistic about second chances.
Paris trip? That's also cool. I would love a vacation like that. Are you sure she has no interest in a physical relationship? It all seems kinda odd.
I always cringe when someone goes on medication for depression. How you know you are not supposed to be "a miserable bastard", why change it? But! On the other hand, if this all works out, things get better, and you are happier, then go for it.
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I don't undertand why I'm your only friend. I enjoy your journal entries! Do you want me to rally the troops?
So... um... I'm back. I heard that some of the things I'd complained about had changed a little, so I guess I'm gonna see what's what around here...
evanx:
Yay! Heh, you know, I was just thinking about you. There was a thread about the "no more Playboy" issue, and I was wishing I had your e-mail address so I could tell you!
I never asked anybody to be upset about me leaving when I posted on the boards. I didn't expect Missy or anybody else to change their minds about the direction of this site. The site's been changing since probably well before I joined. It's been getting closer and closer to mainstream adult entertainment. And there's nothing wrong with that. But anyone who thinks SG is...
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evanx:
.....I hope it does not change, because I don't plan on leaving..... I don't know, I can understand the $$$ aspect, but I am not letting it bother me. I signed on for the naked chicks, but I am staying for all of the awesome people I met....
evanx:
I understand completely
I quit. I read the shit about Playboy and had enough. Resigned my account effective today. This place sucks. Bye Evan.
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evanx:
So that's it, huh?
You will be missed..... When does your account expire?
(E-mail me before you go, will you? I still would like to keep in touch.)
You will be missed..... When does your account expire?
(E-mail me before you go, will you? I still would like to keep in touch.)
johnny_crotchrot:
Got to say I respect you for speaking with actions instead of ranting about it like many others have done over the playboy ordeal.