I wasn't going to say a thing. Like i always do. Cause i'm afraid of confrontation. But fuck that. I am sick and tired of not saying whats on my mind. Am i gonna get in trouble? Yes. Do i care? FUCK NO. I've had enough.
The photog here in Montreal, wont shoot me anymore. Because my last set wasn't bought. Am i too old, too big, too whatever. I dont know. Do i deserve a chance? I though so! She contacted me this winter to shoot. I wasnt available at that time. Now that i am, nan, not good enough.
But maybe she didnt realize that the sets she shot recently, didn't get bought. So is it the models fault? Maybe she's just getting boring.
There is a click here in Montreal. SG's that hang out together, get together. I dont. I have a life. Plus i never fitted in. I dont want to fit in. She shot a good numbers of sets for these girls, that were never bought. And it's fine. But being and outsider, nope.
I just can't take the bullshit. BULLSHIT. I am mad, i feel like crap. But i will keep my head high. Because little SG snobism, fuck you. I defy you. I am so better than you.
The photog here in Montreal, wont shoot me anymore. Because my last set wasn't bought. Am i too old, too big, too whatever. I dont know. Do i deserve a chance? I though so! She contacted me this winter to shoot. I wasnt available at that time. Now that i am, nan, not good enough.
But maybe she didnt realize that the sets she shot recently, didn't get bought. So is it the models fault? Maybe she's just getting boring.
There is a click here in Montreal. SG's that hang out together, get together. I dont. I have a life. Plus i never fitted in. I dont want to fit in. She shot a good numbers of sets for these girls, that were never bought. And it's fine. But being and outsider, nope.
I just can't take the bullshit. BULLSHIT. I am mad, i feel like crap. But i will keep my head high. Because little SG snobism, fuck you. I defy you. I am so better than you.
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(Try being a really old guy.......Now THAT's an outsider here.)
There have been a lot of gorgeous sets turned down, and some pretty mediocre ones accepted (IMHO). It is not an objective process, and certainly no measure of your worth as a person, nor a comment on your obvious (to me) beauty.
Breathe deep, let out a big sigh, and just keep on with your dreams and goals. It can be frustrating at times, but persistence will pay off in the end.