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I can't sleep tonight. A bit of stress. A bit of loneliness. A lack of tenderness.

My head spins in every direction. Already thinking about the trip i want to make next year. Down south? Other side of the pond? As long as i can find a place to couch surf...

I'm thinking about what i do wrong, that makes me be alone. I think about what i did right, that makes me hold on tight. I'm a little bitter this evening.

I wish my exams were done, so that i could focus on the next step.

I wish i had the guts to travel with work. I had an offer from an american university. Nurse in a crazy specialised hospital. I'd love to. I have no attach here. But im scared to reinvent myself. Again.

Tonight a bunch of friends came over. Thank you my dear friends, You guys can deal with my hair crisis like no onelse could.

Sleep now, another try.

Send me some zzz, some virtual cuddling.

Oh yeah, that's better. Thanx!