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I feel lonely again tonight. Damn, i've been single for waaaaayyyyyyyy too long now. I would love so much to meet a nice person, not too dumb, not too dependant, not too scared of kids... But i dont think that person exists... Or at least, i've never met any. I feel a bit like a left-over... There to roth at the back of the fridge. I haven't been on a date for months (beside my thing with Justin... see previous blog lol !!!) But it doesnt count. It's nothing more than casual sex. I haven't felt anything for anyone since.... Fuck! Since i met my daugter's dad... more than 10 years ago! Omg, that's just pathetic. Am i not worth being loved? I know i can be a bitch.. but hey, im a girl, we're all bitches! So then, what's so wrong with me? I work in a maternity ward, so day in day out, i see happy couples. Im getting jealous of them, how ridiculous is that? Im sad.