i had an hour of panic this morning over the boy.
he knows that i know about his online diary. i've been making the mistake of reading it. i will stop now.
the panic was all because he mentioned meeting a cute girl at a show last night. i freaked.
then i calmed down again. he needs friends, and he is a good person, and he is not going to hurt me. i have a lot of hot male friends. a *lot*. comes from being a tomboy, i guess.... while i do have a handful of girlfriends who mean the world to me, in terms of numbers, my friends are predominantly male. and jealousy is an ugly thing.
so i am ok again. coffee, a cigarette and some common sense made things right. but what a shitty way to start a monday morning
he knows that i know about his online diary. i've been making the mistake of reading it. i will stop now.
the panic was all because he mentioned meeting a cute girl at a show last night. i freaked.
then i calmed down again. he needs friends, and he is a good person, and he is not going to hurt me. i have a lot of hot male friends. a *lot*. comes from being a tomboy, i guess.... while i do have a handful of girlfriends who mean the world to me, in terms of numbers, my friends are predominantly male. and jealousy is an ugly thing.
so i am ok again. coffee, a cigarette and some common sense made things right. but what a shitty way to start a monday morning

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2nd) I have a much bigger "everyone hates me" complex than you do.
3rd) I was foolishly chasing a girl that ain't budging and inch, but full of legit excuses.
4th) So we are gonna go see the "Passins of the Christ" friday night?
5th) Well at least I outrank Qui. that makes me feel better about myself. *Sorry Than!*