see, there's a reason why i didn't want to go beyond a few dates with any one person right now. keeping things casual means that it's hard for someone to let you down.
CT boy is hot and cold. every time i talk to him, every time we're in the same state at the same time, things are hot hot hot. but then after talking multiple times a day, emailing, messaging, etc, i get 3+ days now of complete silence. he's fallen off the grid.
and i just do not deal well with that sort of thing at all. and the very, very, very last thing that i need in my life right now is more stress and worry. work is destroying me and every day i'm at risk of getting fired because that day might be the day that i lose my shit. i do not need boys to worry about. boys are for kisses, massages and... other things. maybe conversation once in a while. but not worry, no sir, no way.
i don't like this one bit.
now back to my regularly scheduled working til 3 in the morning. yes, really. *sigh*
CT boy is hot and cold. every time i talk to him, every time we're in the same state at the same time, things are hot hot hot. but then after talking multiple times a day, emailing, messaging, etc, i get 3+ days now of complete silence. he's fallen off the grid.
and i just do not deal well with that sort of thing at all. and the very, very, very last thing that i need in my life right now is more stress and worry. work is destroying me and every day i'm at risk of getting fired because that day might be the day that i lose my shit. i do not need boys to worry about. boys are for kisses, massages and... other things. maybe conversation once in a while. but not worry, no sir, no way.
i don't like this one bit.
now back to my regularly scheduled working til 3 in the morning. yes, really. *sigh*
stopsnitchin:
then let's paint the town RED! 