red_february

Holy fuck I'm back!

Finally watched Twilight. Thought it sucked balls. The film certainly didn't motivate me to bother with the books. I fail to see what all the hype is about.

My Xbox 360 is dead and currently in NSW (hopefully) getting fixed... with a little luck it'll just be a system failure and they'll send us a brand new one free of charge. I only just got...
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I'm engaged! My boy proposed to me on our 3rd Anniversary!!!!

So my boy got a couple new filters for a camera yesterday and after clicking about on a few of the hopeful sets I am really eager to do a new set... but unfortunately I am not at my target weight yet. I'm glad that SG applicatants aren't timed or anything because it will take a while for me to be a reasonable weight again....
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Iiiiiiiit's Easter, the time of year the hijacks my diet. So far I have managed to only put on 700 grams, so even though I am 78.9 kg I am still not 79 kg!!! I am sticking to that motherfuckers.

This weight loss thing has been a ride. Jesse has lost 8 1/2 kilos!!! Fuck! I have only lost 4, and I was struggling at...
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Ugh, okay emo rant begins now:


Sometimes I really wonder about myself... I worry about my mental state. I get emotional way too easily these days.

My friend in Adelaide - <a href="http://ninykinin.deviantart.com/">Wendy </a>- has just had a string of successes with her art and design. She won $200 for an illustration, had her design for a poster picked up by a client and put...
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Oh man, so many of my fav SGs have gone now

I'm back! I don't know if somebody genuinely bought me a 3 month subscription or whether it was some promotion by SG but I am grateful either way

I loooove manic panic dye!

Uuuugh stupid hair dye!!

So I'm allergic to permanent black hair dye. I've known this for a little while now so I can only use semi-permanent.

I tried using a 30-wash black on Wednesday and now my face has been swollen for the past three days. It really, really sucks. I look all weird and misshapen and super chubby. Very depressing.

My hair is pink,...
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Ahh long time no post again. I'm so lazy.

I'm thinking of taking a step back from the modelling thing. I'm just too busy and stressed out. I have a feeling that RB is in the bin for me and I'll be returning to the faithful SG pages. There may be terrible rumours flying around, and some of them may be true, but at least...
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