Friday May 13, 2005

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Absolutley feckin vegetabled! Sleep is a thing dreams are made of whatever to have one or tow hours would be nice.
Things that would also be nice:

A HUGE bar of milybar
A lifetimes supply of cherry coke
A pair of socks to come out of the washing machine
My skin to look like it belongs to a living person and not a zombie
A job to walk in my direction (interview next Thurs...wish me luck...again)
Money...not lots, enuf t pay the bills n get on that ferry to Ireland with a few mates for the weekend.
These grey hairs that have appeared in my roots to fade away. I swear a year ago I have three, now I have over twenty!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and tto not have t go to this meeting tiomorrow would be cool.

I have a dilema though.
The ex has asked me to go up to his for the weekend at the end of may for his birthday. We are really good mates now, but I know that everyone will be plastered, and Im not sure that I am strong enuf yet, or if I can handle seeing him again so soon. Over the phone seems to be fine, but when Im stuck there for three days it could be different.
Do you think I should go? A bit of fun would be ace right now. Life just seems boring as fuck.

Thanks to you all who offered kind words kiss
peter_minger:
I'm gonna be honest with you honey. Going away for somebody's birthday weekend is setting yourself up for a fall. Unless you've got a non-drinking friend who you could take for moral support, I'd say give it a miss.
smile kiss
mrflammable:
I gotta agree with Peter Minger.... you're tring to build something new, don't fall into the past... even if they're mates. If they care about you, theyll understand why you don't go.

If you know everyone's going to be plastered, don't go. It'll be setting yourself up.

Much love. Boring is better than falling. Better yet, new people and new things are better than both.

Stay the course, yah?

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