rebeldogg

Ugh... just checked my bank statement online and realized that I forgot to cancel my SG membership. Oh, well. Guess I'm here for another month.

Just got off work. I've had a really bad past few days. I get depressed sometimes and it just makes bad days worse. Sometimes I just can't stand being alone in this house with no one to talk to or anything. You'd think after 27 years of being a loser who nobody likes I'd be used to it by now. Bleh. This is not going to be a good weekend.

I'm going to try really hard not to get drunk. And if I do, I'm gonna unplug my computer first and put the cord someplace hard to get to.

My elliptical machine should be in today soon. I'm waiting for the UPS guy, but I may go get my grass cut finally while I'm waiting. I had some ducks in my yard yesterday and all I could see was their backs and their heads. Anyway, I'm going to try to put the elliptical together tonight, but I read that it takes two people. Hope that I can do it by myself because I don't have anyone to help me. I'll figure it out, I guess.

I really hate putting things together... always have...

Okay. Going cut grass.