realistic67

Sally Bowels

I've been updating on the tabulas site of late. It's less pretentious than this site.

I think, maybe it's the show. Although I love Cabaret as a musical. ( it asks you to think...) in between the musical numbers and the pressence of Nazi's on stage. - man that Swastika is a mind-fuck at times. It's fun to watch individuals in the crowd (especially the older ones.) flinch as it's revealed right at the end of act one.


I guess I don't like Suicide girls as of late. No thought to what's going on in America on the news site more than average and the girls remind me too much of the Sally Bowels Character in the show. All selfish and hedonistic while darkness approaches.

America is so fucked....and nobody of any weight seems to say anthing. And that fact pisses me off so much. Forums be damned. The only one that gets any real shit going on in it is Dating Sucks And that's all he said she said soap opera. I guess I was expecting something more here, all the liberal sites and shit are too namby pamby to ask the real questions And somehow I feel jipped. Or, rather I'm looking for an outlet, on an American site that's really run by a person I don't gel with politically. But, I feel more reserved writing here than at tabulas ( maybe it's because Tabulas is run from Korea and my existance seems more hidden there...) I don't know. I still like it here but i feel self mussled. And I hate that just enough to stop updating.

It just seems like America is for the most part opting out on it's fuck ups. And the world is worse for the experience.....