raziel666

Happy Rosh Hashanah

Been doing a lot of reflecting for the past year. Since that is something we doing at this time. I do reflect all the time, at the end of the year I do a more intense one. Where I can see the bigger picture on how things were meant to be, how things were connected. I might not like how it was done but at the same time graceful it transpired the way they did.

Also to seek forgiveness from others that I might have unjustly accused from my actions. ( weather I knew it or not). Most importantly seek forgiveness and ask forgiveness of myself.

It is not always easy to forgive someone, sometimes it takes years. And when it is lifted from your mind it helps ones soul so much.

What is even harder is forgiven ones self. This for me is truly hard to do. I can't always do it on my own. And once I realize I can't, I reach out. To one that I know will not give me the answers but to guide me. Which I am grateful of finding many years ago.