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It's the little things.

Sep 14, 2015
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**SAPPY BLOG POST WARNING** Disclaimer: I usually don't put all my business out there on my blog. I consider many of you to be wonderful people that I truly feel like I can be myself around and be completely accepted by, but I'm a pretty introverted and private person to be honest. But this story was just too touching to not share with you all.

My four year old stepson saw me crying today due to a panic attack. After running up and giving me a hug he then went outside and picked me some flowers from our front yard to make me feel better. I gave him a kiss and then sent him off to play and assured him not to worry and that I'm fine and sorry for scaring him. I then took a nice long hot shower to unwind and calm myself down, and when I was done I found that he had barricaded the bathroom door with every single one of his favorite stuffed animals for me. It made me cry. I went and found him downstairs and scooped him up and told him thank you for giving me his stuffed animals and he replied, "When I feel sad and I'm crying I like to squeeze them and it makes me feel all better, and I just really want you to feel all better!" This little boy has really buried his way deep into my heart, and I've come to love him like my own. It's amazing the way children have the ability to love unconditionally and sense when something is wrong.

I love my new little family and I'm going to work everyday to make myself better for it. <3

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raye:
@oswin ☺️❤️❤️❤️
Sep 29, 2015
tahitinut:
Please try to remember, even though it'll be tough, that all "real men" are like your step-son.  We never change from being that way ... even though we might pile a whole bunch of shit on top of it. If you take the time with any "real man" you'll find that loving and compassionate 4-year-old boy down in there... somewhere.  The gift you (and others like you) can give to the world is to help dig all that shit away and let us show that part of ourselves.  (I'm absolutely certain you've seen that 4-year-old boy in the guy you fell in love with and married.  Nurture it in him and you'll have a lifetime of happiness.)
Oct 22, 2015

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