My Phoenix Moment is Coming

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You may or may not (probably not!) have noticed that my activity and participation on this wonderful site has dwindled dramatically. This is due to being slightly traumatised by events that have occurred over the course of the past year... which then led to me realising that I’d been put through some pretty heavy shit before that.

Anywhoooo, long story short; I wrote the following...
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edwinwanderfoot:
Damn that's heavy but looking back & moving forward like a Phoenix you will fly to new horzians & mend those wounds & be a better stronger woman then ever before good riddance to that toxic ex you derserve better *hugs*
bookcouple:
Girl, you’ve endured so much, but you are stronger than those guys who took advantage of you and stronger then your situation... you are beautiful and brave and wonderful!

Wednesday

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11 years.

132 months.

4,015 days.

10th October 2007 was the last time I cut myself, but it wasn’t the last time I would feel the need to.

I still fight the urges on an almost daily basis, I take each day as it comes and have been doing so ever since... I just never realised that I could look back and see those days...
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khirad:
I noticed. I started at age 14 and stopped in my early twenties.  I had a cutting specialist even (yes, guys sometimes do it too). Mine were on my arm, yours are - I, hate say classic on the thighs for girls - but you're not alone. Levenkron's book had a lot about this. To me, it made you more beautiful. My scars I would never get rid of. Every day, though I don't think about it, if someone brings it up, I don't care. It's an emotional battle scar (well, lot's of them), that I overcame. I wear my arm proudly. I never meant it that way, but I wouldn't get rid of my scars for anything.
rayabella:
@khirad mine cover all of my legs and my arms, (that’s where I started infact) and it’s the same for guys that I’ve known who have cut, there’s never been a specific place for any gender, just where the urge takes them and where they can hide it 😅 I think only specific areas are targeted when there are issues with those areas, but on the grand scale of those who cut, only a minority cut in that way. My scars are just a part of me now. I can’t remember my body without them..

Thank you ❤️

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I want to thank everyone who has shown me so much love and support on my latest set, I thought id reward you all with some candid photos that my boyfriend took 💋


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darthmode:
Pretty feet
compothesmoggie:
Tight...

Trying to live with Borderline Personality Disorder 😏

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So!

I've reached another one of those periods in my life where I literally cannot control my thoughts, emotions or reactions to anything. Everything seems so much bigger than what it is and my thought patterns are flailing wildly.

Feeling like an emotional burden is no fun, so I'm trying my hardest to just slap on a smile and hope that no one else gets...
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beerdrinker2:
I have anxiety at the moment and whilst its not the same thing I know how hard these things are, big cuddles xxxx
lordskrappy:
Try to be strong, you're a gift to the world and you're not alone! 🐱💕

World Mental Health Day 💕

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Today is World Mental Mental Health day.

On this day 8 years ago I cut myself for the last time.

I still struggle greatly with my mental health and often wonder how I'm going to continue with life, I still have great urges to cut that I struggle to control... But dammit, I control them. I cope with my issues in the best way I
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rayabella:
@slightlymad  You're awesome, and stronger than you will ever realise!! 
doudy01:
Beautiful and inspirating

Random social network rant

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So, I was a part of a group on Facebook, people started posting things I didn't particularly enjoy (seeing strange looking people post pictures of themselves giving head isn't my cup of tea on Facebook) I didn't kick up a fuss, I left. One of the admin asked why, I explained and he told me that the issue was rectified and asked me to return....
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mrwaverly:
The guy sounds like he's a real cock of the first order.  Stupid gits like that are why I washed my hands of 'Arsebook' years ago. Rejoice in the knowledge that you are better than him. xxxxx
legman:
pretty set!!!!!!!

Happy New Year! <3

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I know it's a little late, but I'd like to wish each and every one of you all the best for 2015. I'd also like to thank you all for your kindness and support. You're all so amazing and have made me feel so welcome, I couldn't be any more grateful to you all <3

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fozz:
Thank you & an amazing 2015 to you too <3
britishdoll:
Happy new year as well hun :)