rawr_ima_monster

Flaked on again by the same person. now I'm just bitter. anyone wanna go get drunk in LA tonight?
Anyway, So yeah I went to go see 8 mile with my roommate, and I loved it. thought it was super great. and actually, inspiring. really. big time.
I was all like
"he knows what he's talking about man! DIY! fuck other people, you can't count...
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nah, I'm not even a little concerned abotu the midnight screwdriver anymore, It put me to sleep, and that was what I needed. and yes, it was MY old drive thru cup, no icky germs except my own.
It appears that I have actually convinced my roommate to leave the house for a reason other than goign to the post office to mail out resumes...
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poo.
I was all psyched abotu my "plans" to go get ridiculously drunk with an old frined from college who lives her ein LA too, now, but she totally flaked on me. and because she went out to drikn with OTHER people. I WAS irked, but THAT just makes me mad.
BUT in my advice to myself all comes back to something I wanted to...
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geez, 3 pages. that's enough.
Sorry for lack of update, it's just that my feelings haven't changed much, and the only things that have been changing in the last days make me feel like talking about them is nothing but whining and being negative, and that's something I don't like.
I'm still pretty much just waiting for returned calls and pushing on the cracks I...
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aww geez, crap, I just don't know.
I always think that I think I'm less of a friend to people than I think I am.
translation: humans can suck sometimes, and I have desires to keep everyone in my life from being hurt, despite how much they may or may not realize I've let them enter my life.
-for updates on more trivial and unimportant...
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I wrote this way too fast this morning, so I've edited it and took out the awful embarassing typos, for once.

Feeling a little less like a wierd electric space-porcupine today, for better or worse. Thanks to all the people that tried to say somethign to make me feel better, I was all "mrowr" about the fact that I got comfort from like 3 girls...
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WARNING:
Obligatory Poopydave's feeling shitty, upset and stressed out day. UnPoopy behavior or comments may ensue.
-you have been warned. possibly more to say later
Dave
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Petco, whether I get hired or not, sucks my ass,
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I've sort of pinpointed a description for the way I feel right now, and thought it was interesting. I just feel like I'm ssurrounded by...
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Got used to a Pot Luck Link, but it's over so here's this.

Pot Luck and Halo was a blast, it was a pretty big success. We had more food than anyone could have eaten if 3 times the people had come, and hat's the way I hope it would have worked out. We got lots of people who neverp layed Halo before to pick...
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It's TODAY! I'm going out to go shopping to cook. whoop!

So, yeah, my film was in a festival here in LA this weekend. I think I submitted it to the calander, but forgot about it in the midst of all this job stuff, which is too much a perfect example of how I feel abotu my stte of art-making to ignore. forgetting abotu being...
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I'm Psyched. sign in with what you'll bring

So, today I am grappling with wether or not I want to just go over there to the place that was oh so perfect for me and seemed to be all about how perfect I was for them. I still have recieved no call back, but it's right around the block, and hte next step after calling...
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