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Thursday Sep 20, 2007

Sep 20, 2007
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My "How I feel" song of the moment:



LYRICS:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone AND onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
No, I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
Your trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You'd die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
Your trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
Your trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...



I feel like everyone gets the best of me, lately, in different ways. Some get the worst. I've been so tired and stressed and busy lately that my brain is pretty frazzled. Hopefully, that will straighten out soon enough. I hope this whirlwind is what's making me so damn susceptible lately. It seems like I'm taking everything to heart, and tons of things are getting under my skin. It's upsetting, and it's not fun. I know damn well that none of these things are supposed to affect me the way they do. Well, some I have doubts over, but I try to tell myself it's the crazy side of me talking. That ties into me wondering where I stand with some people a s of late, and there isn't much I can do except wait and see what comes of it.

As for school, which started this stress juggernaut in the first place, it's getting better. I have all but one of my classes under control, and I'm caught up in most of my work. I'm starting to get a routine together as for when I do my work, and I've gotten better at finishing my work in class. If things stay the way they are, the worst will be losing my spot on the honour roll.

I don't thnk I'll be back on SG full throttle yet, as I'm still working on getting my schoolwork settled, but I thought I'd give a heads up, since I am on here a bit, I catch up on blogs and pop into chat a few minutes at a time. I've even considered leaving the site, but that doesn't appear to be in the cards for reasons that could fill a whole blog on their own, so I won't crack open that can of worms just now.

In other news, new profile pic. I kinda like it.

Lastly, I always ask a questoin lately to end my blog. So I ask these things:
Do you believe in destiny? If so, what does it mean to you? What do you think is your destiny?

VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
diamante:
That was a really, really, REALLY awesome comment.

You're right and I thank you for taking the time to say it.
The relationships I have on here mean so much more to me than a lot of people realize.

Again,
THANK YOU miao!!
Sep 22, 2007
getfighted:
Hell yeah I am!
Sep 22, 2007

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