I'm working on a blog post that will easily be way longer than anything I've ever written, but it won't be done tonight. Thoughts just keep zooming through my head much faster than I can process them, and I don't want to miss anything.
But for now, just to show you I'm in a positive mood, here's something that someone very dear to me sent me in an e-mail:
you have such an amazing soul
I'm still not sure what she meant, because that's all she wrote. I also don't want to ask, because a compliment that powerful is more about what it means to hear it. The point is, I'm accepting it. I don' t know if I beleive it, but just the fact that I ackowledge that someone has that positive thought about me is a big step. I tend to not think very highly of myself (that will be adressed further in the uber long post), and that extends to not letting others think very highly of me. It still feels counter intuitive, but this is progress.
But for now, just to show you I'm in a positive mood, here's something that someone very dear to me sent me in an e-mail:
you have such an amazing soul
I'm still not sure what she meant, because that's all she wrote. I also don't want to ask, because a compliment that powerful is more about what it means to hear it. The point is, I'm accepting it. I don' t know if I beleive it, but just the fact that I ackowledge that someone has that positive thought about me is a big step. I tend to not think very highly of myself (that will be adressed further in the uber long post), and that extends to not letting others think very highly of me. It still feels counter intuitive, but this is progress.
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_holden_:
I second what brs said. Hope things are getting better. I have a hard time taking compliments as well, but these days I'm choosing to see myself the way that others do. It's not the easiest, but I'm hoping it will get easier. Hang in there. 
kas:
ah I miss you!