Again i'm having some issues, as i'm over thinking.. For a change...
I've thought a lot a talked with friends and some of you about what happened between my gf and i. I was ready for the tough talk, and even a break up, although we talked when she came back from Brussels and she convinced me to try again, since she said we never had a real chance, because in 1 year we saw each other only 1 or 2 weeks every other month.
She left for a stage in Brussels but she's back in 2 weeks, and "forever" this time so we'll have time to move foward.
Although i can't shake this feeling of having experiences, and when i see an attractive girl i really struggle getting my eyes off of her or so.. And even if i love my gf, i still really wish to try, experiment, etc with other women.. I feel weird about it, but i'd really like for exemple to have sex with skinnier, taller, or simpler different women.
I guess it's normal but how can i get over it ? I feel bad thinking all this but on the other hand it's "fair".. Right ?
