Sunday Jun 12, 2005

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so im back again
the lobby is full and im embarassed
deciding to come down in my pjs and socks was a bad idea when in hollywood
pretty people everywhere
they r here for some private party upstairs
im going on a tour around la tomorrow
i have realised alot of things on this trip about myself and about other people and how im some sort of person who gets used easily and usually allow it but im over all of that crap. im a nice person and i do anything i can to help others and whenever i try and do something to make our time here good i get abused and i get this is crap, this is the worst trip ever, and im so over this and why dont you drink you are so boring.

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biancarose:
I totally know how you feel... I've had my fair share of crappy friends... maybe when you get back we can go to a show together or something? I go to shows heaps... I love my music! Hope the rest of your trip turns out ok... at least when you hang out with yourself you don't have to rely or any one and you get to make all the choices about where you go and what you do by yourself... chin up sweetie.... have a safe rest of trip!!!
B xx kiss
livingdeadkirst:
why do i have such low self esteem/confidence and why cant i get over meeting new people, why cant i meet genuine people who arent out to show off/pretend they are someting better than they really are.

i feel your pain and totally know what you mean. i'm exactly the same. only recently have i started to meet "real" people.

hope you feel better soon babe kiss

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