ranstarr

just got back from seeing anberlin play at the basement.
oh how i like them.
Turn and time and time will tell
Time will tell or tear us apart
You're miles and miles and miles away
Silence reveals where we really are

so i kinda got the job at the casino. i called my boss up and told her i was offered a job. she has said that if i stay i can have mondays off and an extra dollar an hour. i told her i also wanted like 30 hours a week guaranteed thru winter (grooming is very seasonal) and so now i am thinking of staying cos i love who i work with they are like my best friends. i also told her i dont want to be pushed to be as good as lisa who has been doing grooming for 20 years and be expectecd to be as fast as her considering i have only been clipping like a year and a half. argh
if im not happy again in like 4 months ill look again.
i think i am making the right choice
but i dont know

argh


ooooh i have a new crush too but he doesnt even know i exist hahahaha


OMG!!!!!! i just found out madonna is coming out to australia in september! o rly? ya rly
no wai

editeed to add (rather than making another entry - yeah i make too many):
i feel sick. why do i worry so much that i feel like i am going to throw up.