Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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Thanks to everyone for the comments on my last post..well im back here..still not my usual self..but i love this place too much blush
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misterjesus:
kiss
misterjesus:
well double kiss back to you

Sunday Jul 04, 2004

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Ugh never go out and get fairly wasted...fall asleep on your friends bed...get woken up and taken home to have less than 3 hours sleep then get up at 6am for an hours walk to work for a 3 hr staff meeting/training thing frown i fell like poo but i have clueless to watch so YAY love


Also i may not be around much..my mental health state...
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pedigree_chump:
get over yourself your lovely! wink tongue

only kidding ooo aaa (well, NOT kidding, but kidding... you know what i mean, right? kiss ). i feel you on this, i've been in a rut of total self-loathing this past year... and SG has been the biggest and best distraction in preventing me from actually facing up to my problem, and getting out there to do what i need to do to re-gain my dignity and self-respect.

it's like groundhog day at the moment. surreal frown

good luck rainbow smile kiss kiss
misterjesus:
frown


but but but, you are lovely.

I know it does'nt mean much but I'm not keen on myself either, sometimes we just can't see ourselves for how good we really are.

blush

I think your pretty nice though.

Wednesday Jun 30, 2004

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My trust is a child's rag doll
Torn to pieces and thrown to the ground
Glass eyes staring at uncaring hands
Bright patchwork dress trampled and stained
Stuffing-substance leaking to the wind
Smiling broken at the shining blue sky
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misterjesus:
My trust is a birds broken wing, left to flap useless at it's side.


and a burning hollow point below the base of my neck.

nelecaster:
hello! ...... erm.... hope youre doing cool... the lyrics say probably down mre than up but i hope you're cool anyway x x x x x

Monday Jun 28, 2004

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Well i had a pretty fun weekend...i had a day off on friday and i went shopping on my own to exeter which is about 40miles away and i enjoyed it. I bought lots of fun things...got loads of beads to make more bracelets and necklaces...new underwear smile which i always do lol..a corset..a jacket..a new teeshirt which is very cool...ahh i love h&m...also got a...
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mjrburns:
Oh right sorry

Friday Jun 25, 2004

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calling anyone who likes placebo, him, jack off jill, the rasmus, sex, fashion join my friends community

The fishtank

Also got a few spare dollars/punds then check this out
Artwork
mjrburns:
Cool your on deviantart! I like your work smile mind if I add you as a friend there?

Wednesday Jun 23, 2004

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bitch alert!!!

I'm letting my mind speak the truth sorry if i piss people off im fed up of feeling this way! if im pissed off im gonna let people know.


btw i know have a gmail account rainbowgirl@gmail.com
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mjrburns:
My friends just called me from Glasto (which i asked him not to do!) and told me the weather is really nice now grrr mad
howdidigethere:
welcome

Monday Jun 21, 2004

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I had an odd weekend.. im not liking being me at the moment. Saturday night i got rather drunk and ended up crying on two of my friends. I dont usually do this..,im usually very good at keeping my emotions in.
I feel quite lonely.. even though i have friends i feel quite distant from them all. I hardly do things with them and that...
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ianianianianian:
Pick up the phone, call your mates, get pissed! Woot! Then we can allllllll be happy!
kung_fu_bunny:
well, i dont know you, but the symptoms sound fixable. no idea how, mr jesus will know..

Thursday Jun 17, 2004

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Argh im so tired... work was mental today and my day off tomorrow isnt happening frown which makes me angry

Im listening to velvet revolvers album and i really like it smile

Im getting very down at the moment so sorry if im not happy posting. blackeyed kinda sucks dont quite know why im like it robot

mind u on a good note my booblies are HUUUUUGGEEEE today
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stenno:
Buy it! Buy it! I love it, its a bit cheesey in places but its class smile
anarchick:
I love big booby days. Mine are looking pretty busty today actually. Woo!

Thanks for your post on my journal by the way. kiss

Tuesday Jun 15, 2004

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I got some bad news yesterday. On saturday night i went out with a lot of other people. I left wth two friends at about 12:45am...at about 1:10am two of my friends got attacked by two cunts (im sorry i dont use that word often but its the only way i can describe them).
They are two lovely sweet guys who wouldnt hurt a fly.....
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obijonk:
well, maybe you can meet a new friend in hull smile
fallen_seraph:
Why, thank you. 's nothing with randomly passing through, I do it a lot.

Before they have time to apply for a restraining order, usually. *grin*
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