raiin

Imperfection she's been told
The positives are undersold
A gain of envy, a loss of health
Preparing to consume herself

She does not see the pulsing veins
She does not feel her own restraints
Before the eyes the beauty is wasting away
Reflections praise, she's dressed in decay

You see the struggle flood the skin
From promises to paper-thin
She turns a blind eye, will...
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one week till im 21. what now fuckers!!!!!

i am bored. i still have McDonalds food to eat. and its been over an hour since i bought it. what can i say its McFucked! any wyas before i go eat the cherry pie... i dont know i feel really sad and depressed right now. i dont want to go back to my old ways for more or less 4 years ago... but damnit...
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ima drinking the termaflu cold medicaines so i can feel better. i feel amzinginging! ima tired as all hells, but its so much funs! come ride the termaflu tunnel of love with me and we can all be screaming WEEEEE! my b-day is comming up again... ew. i feels old as i shouldnt be. fuck ima smoke and talk to timmy . i really love...
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can't get this song out of my head...

The mirror doesn't look like them
I guess it never will
What would you say
If I took a piece for me?
Happiness is your best friend
It doesn't appeal to me
Have you ever seen me?

As I talk it lets you down
You're finally used to me
But they never talk your way

The universe...
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I am hopelessly in love. i cant help it. his awesome charming skillz made me fall hard. i am very happy right now. anyone even trys to knock me off cloud 9 will be stabbed. thank you have a nice day.

happy birthday to me...
happy birthday to meeee....
happy birthday to meeeeeeeee...
happy birthday to me...
and many less.
i want cake

Well hey there. I just got back from a long day of running around for nothing. The more I think about it the more I think I will not become a SG. I think doing this just really lowered my self esteem. I feel pretty bad for disappointing myself. i really wanted this. But I guess my pics turned out to... blah. I've been betting...
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i chopped up my hair yesterday. it feels wired and looks strange, but i love it. im debating to dye it orange, purple, or red. i keep watching the boomerang cartoon station. and im tired of watching the cow and chicken. blah i wanna have fun tonight. so i'll most likely get drunk. well heres to keeping life short and simple.
rage&love,
raiin

i can't sleep. so i'll be on here for a while. today felt like it's been rushed. i have so much on my mind lately, that i think my head will explode. i can't even watch the late night shows... all it talks about is who should be the new cheif and commander of the usa. but i should just move to canada, and join...
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