i wish everyone was as cool as james. he comes over and takes me out to eat and chain smokes with me and makes me go on coffee runs with him cause he's an addict. and he's the coolest. these aren't really the only reasons he's the coolest. but they help. he saves me from my misery. which is good. and then we sit out...
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i feel all nutzoid today. i want to spend the day in bed chain-smoking and trying not to rip my hair out. why are so many people so afraid of me?? i'm quite harmless and silly to tell the truth. i want another vacation-but i said i can't have anymore big ones till i turn 21. it looks like i may be headed for LA...
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terriblyrattled:
a vacation from what?
ragingwhore42:
from sitting here in front of this thing everyday. or something like that.
i think today i shall re-braid my hair and possibly debate dreading it some more. i really want to-but i'm so indecisive-i know i'll change my mind 2 months after i do it. i've been thinking about it for years-and it would be quite lovely to not have to deal with my hair anymore. maybe it would actually get longer as well. ok-anyway. i took...
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ragingwhore42:
well i lied-it's a bit later now and i still haven't done anything. samuel will surely get me for this. i want to do soemthing-but i'm not sure what-and i'm posting here so i don't update 20 times in one day again. this boredom thing must stop. i've been listening to too much good stuff. i finally took a tori break since i will get more than my fill of her in a few weeks here-when dykes and homos attack-and i've switched to the old school. the beautiful bowie mostly-and i must say i'm falling more in love with him by the second. perhaps quicksand will save my world.
Don't believe in yourself
Don't deceive with belief
Knowledge comes with death's release
so now i shall wish i had the rest of the hunky dory album-or at least knew of somewhere to download it. but then again i shouldn't let this continue too much longer. it might lead to a petty day-as in a tom petty day-and my roommates play his bad stuff all the time-and i'm not sure i can deal with any of it anymore. but it always reminds me of those good old days-the "early teenage years"-most of which i wasn't even a teen for-when seeing petty was a frequent event-and i took show us your tits signs to shows and he did-after noting that he'd make me do the same but i appeared to be 10. i was actually 12 or maybe 13 but yeah-not insulted cause i got petty boobs and not everyone can say that right??? i've passed go-see no $200. i have to go put on another record. the day has just begun and i still have on no clothes. how did i get myself into this old music trap??? i love it-maybe i'll never come out this time. did anyone get a word of this. i'm pretty sure i did not.
Don't believe in yourself
Don't deceive with belief
Knowledge comes with death's release
so now i shall wish i had the rest of the hunky dory album-or at least knew of somewhere to download it. but then again i shouldn't let this continue too much longer. it might lead to a petty day-as in a tom petty day-and my roommates play his bad stuff all the time-and i'm not sure i can deal with any of it anymore. but it always reminds me of those good old days-the "early teenage years"-most of which i wasn't even a teen for-when seeing petty was a frequent event-and i took show us your tits signs to shows and he did-after noting that he'd make me do the same but i appeared to be 10. i was actually 12 or maybe 13 but yeah-not insulted cause i got petty boobs and not everyone can say that right??? i've passed go-see no $200. i have to go put on another record. the day has just begun and i still have on no clothes. how did i get myself into this old music trap??? i love it-maybe i'll never come out this time. did anyone get a word of this. i'm pretty sure i did not.
demigauge:
just like to say hi!!!
ok so that was more than enough bad for a long time. i'm happy. i love rainbows and puppies and ponies and i just wish that everyone was this happy all the time. that was convincing right?? i'm sorry to those of you who i may have freaked out-i'm a bad person. but i'm so happy now-i'll never freak anyone out again. at least not...
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i thought these angsty teenage years were supposed to be behind me. well the teen part is i suppose-buf fuck, when does the rest end. i have successfully made an ass of myself and scared someone-who i had way too much fun talking to. it's so rare that i enjoy anyone these days. i don't know why this whole sobriety thing sounded like a good...
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well i have officially given up. things just never work the way they should-i'm beginning to wonder if there's a reason that everything that brings me happiness fades so quickly. i understand that i'm probably pretty unfun to deal with or be around these days. and maybe that's why i chose to go hang out with the family today-we all hate each other-but it's ok,...
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lefty:
dont be hard on yourself... death is never an easy thing to deal with.. ive only once been to a funeral where i had to see the deceased... i kept thinking "hes gonna get up, and be alive", but he didnt ofcourse... take a day off, and cry, certainly that could help... remember though... no matter how bad you make think things are, there is always someone whos got things worse... dont take the easy way out, cause its never easy... ok i think im done...
don't people know that they aren't supposed to intrigue the hell out of a girl and then disappear???? it's just not right. i left my house cause i was getting all kooky and such-and now i'm away from home and being kooky. well anyway-sexxxy or not-this is unfair. i must go watch silly cartoons and try to take my mind off the hotttness. is this...
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boxterjulep:
yes, the process. you want more, more than what you're getting. the bait! take it!
ok so yeah-there should be some rule that says that you can't post in your own journal and then give up and update. it feels like cheating. and your rommates shouldn't be allowed to be sardonic pricks that make you wanna kick their faces in. but oh well-i shall live. in other news(what's with me and this phrase recently??), this guy :xdeadboyx23 is what...
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fillerbunny:
I think it's very moving when White Girl says, "Because we both hate white men" for an answer to why she only dates black men.
Did what I just wrote make sense? It made sense in my head.
I think it's very moving when White Girl says, "Because we both hate white men" for an answer to why she only dates black men.
Did what I just wrote make sense? It made sense in my head.
_michael:
wow...journal links make the old man happy, as does banter about him in the comments, : ) .....
photoshop really began to make more sense to me when i got into the whole layers thing..if the makes any sense.
photoshop really began to make more sense to me when i got into the whole layers thing..if the makes any sense.
well that was fun. i didn't really have anything to drink-and i din't get to play strawberry shortcake. there were lots of old people dancing. apparently the club isn't really open. this was more of a pre-opening party and the grand opening is tomorrow. it's a kickass club. i mean it's cute-i like the way it looks. as far as the crowd and stuff-i guess...
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spankenstein:
I got an invite for tomorrow from 4pm to 1 am, Cant make it due to family but i hope they do good since there right up the street from my shop, Anthing to bring business to East burnside is a good thing
ragingwhore42:
some people are too cool to add you to their friends lists. and some people are quite insane. other people are sooper cool-not all other people, but to tell the absolute truth-i have no idea if i was going anywhere with this. in other news-i'm tired. i got my first sooper fun mission on vice city which means today is tank stealing time. anyone got any tips?? i was planning on just kinda pulling up in front of it and taking the door off with a chainsaw or something. i hvae no idea if this will work. i hope so-last night i didn't plan on saving-so i just ran up and shot one of the guys running next to it-it took like .003 seconds for me to be taken out. good times. i'm running.
ok so yeahy good times. good times. i made a new fr5iend today. a pretty cool new friend. ok yeah so i won't go any further there. um yeah so today was weird i suppose. as is every other one. i've decided that perhaps getting off my ass and getting my life back is a good thing. well maybe not my life-well it will be-but...
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ok so yeahy good times. good times. i made a new fr5iend today. a pretty cool new friend. ok yeah so i won't go any further there. um yeah so today was weird i suppose. as is every other one. i've decided that perhaps getting off my ass and getting my life back is a good thing. well maybe not my life-well it will be-but...
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er maybe people scare me as a whole. who knows?/ i'm tired of being confused about things. i wish that so much of this trivial bullshit didn't get to me the way that it does. i need to watch mulholland drive-but i really wanna go kill hookers on the beach and make more money-so i can get a cool house and garages for my cars...
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edea:
killing hookers on the beach and takin their money is soooo fun. i pesonally like to torch em or cut em up with a chainsaw 
takeshi21:
OHMIMOTHERFUCKINGGOD!!
That Special Olympics post was the funniest fucking thing I saw today.
You rawk.
That Special Olympics post was the funniest fucking thing I saw today.
You rawk.
(is it eric? eric's pregnant? it's gunna be a socker player, yes it is. yes it is!)
billy passed the third grade
oh what a glorious day
[line i can't fuckin' remember]
the billy madison way.
yeah.
what can i say? i guess i saved the day. eric doesn't get the company.
and now back to me being moody.