I stayed up to dawn cleaning the kitchen. from about 7 or 8 at night. yes. it's that bad. didn't get everything though. jsut the outside appearance of most everything.
then I read some books and slept on the kitchen floor. then later in the morning i moved to the dining room where i sleep because it was too cold in the kitchen (we dont have heat). I froze my ass off and my nose was all runney.
then I woke up around 2ish and I got online. (friend made an account for me so i could sign on as guest here because they delted my account..dont know why) and i got kicked off. this comp is really fucked up and is very very very slow and shitty. i just got back on finally.
before now I spent a ffew hours drawing on my body and face with eyeliner paint like yesterday. Then I danced to The Lemonheads again. Like a crazed drug addict. cough. or ex crazed drug addict.
I havent listened to The Lemonheads in forever until my recent ex brought them up. I didnt even realize I knew them as well as I did (bad drugs) I still remembered the words to alot of songs!! I found the 'come on feel the lemonheads' cd at goodwill yesterday. it was funny
Then they told me to get out and take a walk because I'm crazy. So i got dressed and got online and will be going for about a 4 hour walk in a minute. When i go for walks I keep walking and walking and walking until I'm lost. I like to walk 
and i also drank a class of water with "colo zone" "what a way to go" hehe. its to help you take a shit. which i dont need help really. nor am i doing it as a dietary supplement. really i dont know why I'm doing it.haha. makes me feel like i'm doing something important. i get bored alot what can i say.
i also wore my ex's boxers. while i danced. it was fun. i should throw those away...
doowop. i'm bored. i just ate and took that take a crap stuff so i dont want to take a walk just yet.
so i'm gonna go in the chat room yeeeeehaw!
then I read some books and slept on the kitchen floor. then later in the morning i moved to the dining room where i sleep because it was too cold in the kitchen (we dont have heat). I froze my ass off and my nose was all runney.
then I woke up around 2ish and I got online. (friend made an account for me so i could sign on as guest here because they delted my account..dont know why) and i got kicked off. this comp is really fucked up and is very very very slow and shitty. i just got back on finally.
before now I spent a ffew hours drawing on my body and face with eyeliner paint like yesterday. Then I danced to The Lemonheads again. Like a crazed drug addict. cough. or ex crazed drug addict.
I havent listened to The Lemonheads in forever until my recent ex brought them up. I didnt even realize I knew them as well as I did (bad drugs) I still remembered the words to alot of songs!! I found the 'come on feel the lemonheads' cd at goodwill yesterday. it was funny
Then they told me to get out and take a walk because I'm crazy. So i got dressed and got online and will be going for about a 4 hour walk in a minute. When i go for walks I keep walking and walking and walking until I'm lost. I like to walk
and i also drank a class of water with "colo zone" "what a way to go" hehe. its to help you take a shit. which i dont need help really. nor am i doing it as a dietary supplement. really i dont know why I'm doing it.haha. makes me feel like i'm doing something important. i get bored alot what can i say.
i also wore my ex's boxers. while i danced. it was fun. i should throw those away...
doowop. i'm bored. i just ate and took that take a crap stuff so i dont want to take a walk just yet.
so i'm gonna go in the chat room yeeeeehaw!
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Has anyone pummeled your sorry-ass rapist roommate into a coma with his own bobbitized prick yet? Although sleeping on people's couches insn't always thye mnost fun, it beats the Hell outta living with someone who deserves to die. I wish I were in Atlanta so I could offer you a safe stringless place to stay until you got something going. You'd be hardput to meet a more peaceful person than me but I'm fantasizing about visiting atlanta and demonstrating some Florida anti-rape techniques.
The Lemonheads are cool! Glad to hear you're listiening to them.
I can relate to your journal entries about drinking and its allure and attached fucked-upness. I drank to blackout last week and sorta made up for it last night by going out last night and ot drinking but literally carried a drunk woman out of a bar who was being misgrabbed by someone and I drove her home to the address on her license (usually I won't go in a woman's purse except when asked, but she was unconscious and I had to get her home) and I took her in, put her to bed and left, leaving a note for her so she would know what happened and she was safe but that she would have been raped and/or dead if I hadn't intervened and she (as do we all) need to watch our drinking - it CAN kill us.
Enough rambling. Keep me posted. I truly hope shit gets better for you, sweeite.