raffertie

August is over today. It went by so fast.
I'm in a really pensive mood today. I've been thinking a lot about life and death and the choices we make and why. A lot of times i dont actualy have a reason for why I'm doing something, I usually go by instinct and impulse. I don't really even put too much thought into important things. Usually what I'm feeling is the right choice (so far anyway). Take tattoos for example. I think of an idea, play with it for about a week and If i have the money I go for it. Since I havn't had the money, I have been planning some more ink, but I don't regret what I do have even if i got them impulsivley. It was the same way with my car and apartment and my husband.
I have no regrets.
As a result, sometimes I can be a pretty emotional person.
I see it as a strength.
I'm not into being dramatic or talking shit or anything like that. I see it as I know what I want and it is an evolutionary reflex to get emotional when something right for me is about to be taken away.

I'm not talking about anything in particular, I'm just kind of sorting out my thoughts. It helps me to write things down. I have notebooks dedicated to different subjects and value time to write.