son of a bitch i just lost my update i was typing. does this happen to anyone a lot? i'll be typing and just hit one odd button with my left hand and it's fucking gone. should i type this shit in word? jesus. so i was saying i am finally making some really good progress with my knee. i started walking with 1 crutch...
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just got back from a trip to nani's (grannie's) and stopped at the airport today to pick up my case of slides and negs. this thing went missing and had ALL of my photos in it!!! it if were gone i would have been soooooo fucked, ending my career and dooming me to a life of poverty and depression. when i got home and realized...
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loretta:
she meant only for the two weeks. but I'll try to answer for her while she's gone
/ teddy
/ teddy
lavonne:
Thanks!
i never ever thought i would be so glad to be back home. it's sooooo nice to finally have someone to help out. great to have my mom's cooking and someone picking up after me for a while. i went to the doctor again today and he said they must have severed an artery in my knee when they did the arthroscopic sugery. he drained...
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loretta:
well nice to hear you're comfortable with being at home
and damn that jobs sounds cool as well.

and damn that jobs sounds cool as well.
sky:
i miss my mums cooking!
enjoy yours!

enjoy yours!
it's been 4 days now since my knee surgery. i'm back in sf at my friend scott's place. this place is quite interesting and definitely warrants a little description. it kinda has this feel of that place where they lived in fight club, except nowhere near as big (we are in sf). scott's buddy used to have underground parties here and after it was shut...
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loretta:
yeah maybe..
sometime. who knows.
sometime. who knows.
lorelei:
being allergic to gluten must really suck...especially if you go out to eat. i bet most wait staff have no idea whether or not dishes have gluten in them! ?
yummm. i just made some kema (indian ground beef dish). it is one of the few meals i know how to make and i luuvvvv it. of course i burned the freaking rice. i hate making rice. it's the most simple thing, but i always fuck it up. i guess i should get one of those rice cookers. i need to have my aunt show...
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loretta:
Hm the problem is that I have like no money at all, so I need to sort that out first 
loretta:
love
love
another week has flown by, this weekend at least i finally felt like i could breathe. i just moved into a sublet and it was definitely my worst move ever. i don't have tons of stuff, but a fair amount... and it was all piled up in my little room. this made it really, really difficult to organize stuff, and i needed to be really...
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juliette:
sorry we didnt meet the other week. it was nice to be back though. and i'm very sorry to read that you have a gluten allergy.
I am falling asleep but here's another very exciting update in my fascinating life. I am moving my stuff into storage on saturday and I've hardly packed anything. but fortunately a lot of stuff is still unpacked from when I moved in here a year ago. It's crazy how long it takes me to settle in, and then I always have to fucking up an...
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loretta:
thank you.
Well hope everything turns out to the best for you as well
Well hope everything turns out to the best for you as well
well lots going on lately. should be working now but seems a few people actually read this crap now and you are so here be an update. lots happening. my brother left for saudi arabia today. he's basically a diplomat now i guess (wow that makes me feel old) and so he's gonna be in riyhad for a year and then probably iraq for a...
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lillithvain:
Thanks for the nice words. They actually do make me feel better!
michellesg:
i live in iowa where corn grows taller than people!
well lots going on lately. should be working now but seems a few people actually read this crap now and you are so here be an update. lots happening. my brother left for saudi arabia today. he's basically a diplomat now i guess (wow that makes me feel old) and so he's gonna be in riyhad for a year and then probably iraq for a...
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i don't know what the fuck happened today. i was supposed to do lots of work and it's 2 am now and i haven't done shit. i did some napping which doesn't suit me very well. i was groggy but i still went over to the cool coffee shop/gallery place to hear some jazz. it was really good tonight but i got there too late...
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loretta:
hmm yes I see the good in it as well. I mean I can live alone that's not the preoblem. I would kinda enjoy it.. but I'll miss him. And I'm gonna have to move home since I can't afford living alone. If I could afford it hey! That'd be great living alone.
mneylu:
I do!!! Well not always, not often. 
so what to do about them? The parents. sigh. I try to avoid them but that gets awkward to.