raellem

Life is so much better when you are getting laid....

It really is the little things in life...

Some will learn; many do.
Cover up or spread it out.
Turn around, had enough,
Pick and choose or pass it on.
Buying in, heading for
Suffer now or suffer then.
Its bad enough
I want the fear... need the fear

Cause he's alone (he has become)
He's alone (he has become)

Well if they're making it, making it
Then they're pushing it, pushing it...
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Holy fuck last night was a total mess. I got so fucking drunk in about a hour and a half time span its absolutely sick. Good time, but boy i shouldn't have drank so damn much. Thank goodness i drank a lot of water before i went to bed...

Congrats to Nicolelee and her Steelers... i think Tommy Maddox going down with an injury and...
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Ive come to the conclusion i've been nothing but a little bitch as of late. Whine whine whine. I think im going to keep doing it though, however. I just feel like i need to vent and at least when i do it here im not focusing it on anyone and making them feel bad.

I guess after tonight i realize just how much i...
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Well, last night was a pretty good time. Went to Bento's and had a good time. Hung out with the multiple SG's there and had some good fun conversations with people.....

Glad to see all of you that i did. Grinch, shabby, cassio, alisa, nicolee, kell, lex, illmatic, so nice to see you guys and say hey.

I think some of the people there are...
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I wish i wish i wish i wish i wish.....

What?

I wish things could be different.

I wish life weren't fraught with so many pitfalls.

I wish people could follow through on their feelings without having to compromise other aspects of their life.

I wish i could let go.

I wish i were stronger.

I wish others didn't have to go through what im...
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Can i hit the fast forward button now so that i can get over this for God's sake?!

I really just fucking hate disappointment. Why is it that good things need to be offset by unfortunate circumstances?

I guess i really don't have much more to say. Im just glad i've got some good practice at this shit. At least im not a complete quivering...
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Bah.. need to get that last post off....

No more tail. Time for new blood. Unfortunate things happen sometimes. No reason to dwell...

Still sucks though.

I hate lessons. Even the kind you don't get in school still suck.

Oh, and i really hate the easy way out..... but so be it...

This month has flown by... And im not really sure what the fuck i did with myself the whole time.

I went to one SG gathering here in Cowlumbus, i had a birthday, my tail has taking an upgrade and is now my girl. Although i am rather reluctunt to put a 'friend' behind the girl part... So what the fuck?

Looking forward to maybe...
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'hold still
all of my life
all of my time
I don't wanna come back around tonight
and all that I need
is serenity
I don't wanna feel your new disease
the natural life
you're born, you die
the natural life
you're wrong, you're right
the natural life
you're born, you die
the natural life's a lie
all of my lies
swallow your pride
I...
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