raedyn

I am officially depressed.

i hate how there is nothing that i can do about my situation with my hands.
I hate not being able to support myself.
I hate how I have drained my husbands bank account because of it.
I hate having to sit home all the time.
I hate being upset.

I miss working all my jobs.
I miss my clients.
I miss my paychecks.
I miss not having to struggle financially.
I miss being able to do hair/makeup without being brought to tears from pain.
i miss being happy

I need this


sorry guys for being such a downer...