rachelpixiedust

Thank you all for your sweet comments on my previous blog I'm much happier now. For the time being anyway. Due to my past, I think I'll always be someone who suffers from insecurity and self-esteem issues. My own dad left my mum, and us, twice for another woman and I'm so desperate for that not to happen to me. My subsequent relationships have started off wonderfully and then I am treated like shit and left. I loved my previous boyfriend with all my heart, and he dumped me via facebook message the day before my birthday, as he'd fallen for someone else. That was over 8 months ago now and I'm still getting over the issue that left me with! I've met someone nice now. Things are going ok, and I'm just trying to feel better about myself day by day.

I'm a very tired girl today. Work isn't much fun and I'm sat here with a craving for chocolate buttons. I'm hoping the next hour zooms by so I can get home and into my PJs ... it's pouring down with rain, the perfect kinda weather for curling up with a coffee and a book I think !

... . .. . and 14 days 'til I go on holiday! I love Disneyland, I can just be a kid again