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i'm going to cry because this is yet another week where i only have one day off, and it is sunday. this is like the 3rd week in a row.
i told starbucks that i can't open, and so they have me scheduled to open tomorrow at 5:15 am. this means i have to wake up at like 4:30 and walk there, because there are...
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pooka:
frown

A real one just for you. : (
I hope you feel better and can survive till you are living in place that is not so draining...
max16characters:
turn that frown upside down sweetness. You got 3 poemsin the email today andthat's three more than i ever got. So at least there's people out there who love/care about you. It might not help much to hear this, but it's always darker before the dawn, meaning that it may seem bleak now, butin the future, things'll get better and you'll find you efforts now rewarded....at least that''s what i keep telling myself.
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yesterday, at the j5 show, i liked the one opening act "little egypt" a lot.
today, one of the guys from the group came through my line at whole foods and we chatted about the show an whatnot.
it was really nice.
it made me refrain from killing the crazy guy that came through my line and yelled at me for letting his water bottle...
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sarc:
I feel your pain... I work with the public too... They're all crazy... At least I only talk to them on the phone and don't have to see them face to face.
redcharred:
hehehe, you should have told him that you where happy to hear that, because you will make sure they stop storing those bottles in the rancid meat they keep out back. Wackos may be frustrating, but they make vera interesting stories. I tried picking you out at the J5 show but couldn't, I still want to see the new haircut.
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i'm in a really bitchy mood, and i'm being reminded a lot lately as to why i normally don't hang out with other females very often.
i need me some gingerale.
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desidia:
ditto. except i dont hang out with anyone and i want to.
demigauge:
er why is that?
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i just got my hair cut, and i hate it.
i look like an emo boy. mad frown
i'm never letting someone choose what they can do to my hair again.
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max16characters:
you're hair is totally not bad. and you're pretty dang good at that dancing stuff (unlike my sorry ass wink ) Oh well, it was really cool seeing and meeting a bunch of you last night. Was mad fun.
max16characters:
hey, hope the J5 show was good. i'm just relaxing a lil before i have to be up all night working on a paper and then work 8 hours tomorrow....someday i'll sleep wink
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if any of you are serious about taking a trip with me, i'm so down. we should start to make plans.

in happy news, i have off wed and saturday this week.
i think i'm getting my hair cut on tues or wed, and on saturday i can see jurassic 5 since i have off!! yay!

now, i just need to get through my asscrack...
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suoda:
oh my gosh! you are seeing J5? what a show that will be! they are simply the finest new hip-hop group. they are quite untouchable.
pooka:
yeah, I am doing "something" for carnival but I don't know what. Maybe lazer tag... : ) you, any ideas?
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fuck daylight savings time.
fuck working all the time.

i need a vacation. who wants to run away with me for a few days?
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frankie18:
youve got a point
max16characters:

Let's go away for a while
You and I
To a strange and distant land
Where they speak no word of truth
But we don't understand anyway
*Chorus*Holiday
Far away
to stay
On a Holiday
Far away
Let's go today
In a heartbeat!

i could disappear for a few days. ...for some reason weezer came to mind when i read your post and that song specifically.
hope things get better.

[Edited on Apr 06, 2003]
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argh. i accidentally set my alarm for 5:15 pm instead of 5:15 am.
suckity suck.
i missed meetings at whole foods.
fleh.
mad
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demigauge:
oh dear...shocked
max16characters:
jeez...i hate that too. I've done it on more than one occassion. It's such a pain in the ass. Especially cause it makes you late all the time.
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i missed the gybe show tonight, because of work.
argh. i could have gotten in for free, too!

now, i have to go to bed, so i can get up and work some more at 7 am.

you are all soooo jealous.
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d:
Of course not...
I am not chasing anyone...
I did it for a year...
and can't do it again for a while.
-D
suoda:
as sick as this is, i am jealous. i need so much money for moving... perhaps we should switch tasks. i used to sit on my ass most of the time.... sound inviting?
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i signed my new lease, so i'll be living with my friend muffin in a few months. i'm excited, because the place is $200 cheaper a month.

i'm working too much. i only have one day off next week. i also HATE working at whole foods on saturdays. it is so busy, and the customers are demanding.

i went to jekyll and hyde on fri,...
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max16characters:
Sounds crazy to have blacked out while drinking....only time that ever happened to me was when i fell out of the top bunk at school and knocked my neck off my roomie's desk and was knocked clear unconscious. I woke up the next mornign and had no idea why my face hurt. Gradually the memories came back and it appears the midget tried to pull me up but i'm like 8 of him and i started throwing up into an offered garbage bag. Fun times! Well that's the worst exprerience i've had drinking. But at any rate, have fun with the indian food. Oh, and where did you get that characture done? It's a pretty good likeness of ya. Have a good day.
sxesam:
Wow! You wanna see me naked, huh? Tell the kids who run this site to make suicideboys.com a pay site then.

Thanks for the compliment.
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just had lunch and stuff with nate.
i have a decision to make... get back with someone i love or continue this new path?
(you people are probably mad at me for even considering going back, but after last night you think i'm an asshole anyway).
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desidia:
I missed out on last night, so you're still AOK with me.
apocalyptica:
Not mad at you, nor do I consider you to be an asshole... We all do dumb things while drunk (see me for "exhibit A"). Your friends all still care about you and just want to see you really, truly happy.