Hey hope everything goin better for ya! Soory to hear that you didn't have a very good relationship with him though. I never really got to know my dad's dad so I sort of know how you feel. Everyone wanted me to be sad but I didn't really know enough to make me feel that way.
i'm really depressed today, and i'm not sure if it is because my grandfather died.
i don't want to leave the house. i have work in 3 hours. i really just want to stay home and cuddle with the boy.
tomorrow he's being a sweetie and is driving to altoona with me for the viewing. wednesday is the funeral, and then i'm off to harrisburg... Read More
Believe me i understand...my grandfather was pretty much an asshole too. When he died, i felt bad and sad, but not because i missed his love. It was because he was never there as a typical grandfather and i never got to know the man who fathere my mom. I don't know if that's similar to how you feel on it or not but it sounds like you're in the same boat as i was when it happened.
On a side note...you know you get bereavement time at Starbucks for deaths in the family right? If not, you might want to check into that one.
Yowch. I think a cuddle with the boy is desperately needed. Good thoughts are directed your way as well.
My paternal grandmother died last October. It was strange because it was almost like a stranger dying. I rarely saw her, never really thought about her, and had absolutely no emotions invested in her. Completely different from your own situation, but it reminded me of it.
i had the worst day of work yesterday. it's the art festival on walnut street, so all of these completely ignorant tools were coming into my starbucks in droves. so many people had no fucking idea what they were ordering. "hi, i'd like a caramal mocha". so, i make them one, and then they... Read More
i fucking HATE shit like that. at least once a day someone says "oh, did i forget to say iced?" or i give someone the cappucino they ordered and they come back 2 minutes later complaining about the foam. people should really learn to read fucking menus before ordering.
Believe me...i know completely what you mean about the idiots at Starbucks. I don't know how many times i've made the iced mochas instead of "those frozen drinks." That just gets me so mad. I knew what a frappucino was before i ever went to a starbucks...it's not that hard a concept or word to remember. And they have the nerve to look at you like it's your fault for them fucking up telling you what they wanted. The other day i ahd a customer ask me for extra breve in her drink to which i replied: "We can only fit 20 ounces of liquid in a venti cup...i can't put any more extra breve than that in it." People are weird at the starbucks.
i was waaaay drunk last night.
i think i was kind of a cuddly drunk, though, so it is all good.
i love my boyfriend. the other day when we were cuddling in bed, all deliriously tired, he said that if he was to propose to me now he would do it dressed up as a pimp with 2 prostitutes on each arm. then, after... Read More
For an SG set? In any case, i'd recommend an abandoned building of some sort as a backdrop to the set. Oooh...i know...there's an abandoned mental hospitol in Sewickley that's pretty crazy for a shoot, but you kinda need permission to go there. So i forgot the name though.
i'm wearing my new pants.
my ass is huge.
i should take a pic of my ass in these pants as proof, as nobody believes me when i tell them i have a booty.
instead, you'll have to look in my pics for proof.
...and glitter.