queenghidrah

That point: Gotta choose a road. I make a fuckload of money, but, work sucks. And you would think that things would be chill in my line of work but no because I have to deal with bitches trying to cut me down every goddamn day. It's like being back in high school, well fuck that.

There are makeup courses strting at the end of...
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Aaah! Piercing malfunction! The curved barbell came out of my horizontal eyebrow piercing while I was in the shower today, luckily though, I got it before it went through the huge, gaping hole of a drain (I'm lucky like that) Can't find the other ball though, and all I have are CBR beads. And I won't get home until long after Just Passing Thru closes....
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Hot diggity damn, I'm gonna go get my hair did tomorrow, and I am excited (and worried). Plus I'm supposed to hang out with an old friend tomorrow night. No clue how that's gonna go.

And other than the horrible pain in my spine, work has been somewhat peaceful since saturday's slew of bullshit. Yay, now I can concentrate on the crap at home.

But...
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Disneyland!!! Yay! Work sucks ass right now, but at least I'll spend three lovely days in DISNEYLAND with my lovey!

Except that bit on thursday where I come back up for awhile to have the stitches in my gums removed...but Disneyland!

Nothing can get me down right now, no amount of bitching, negativity, anything because I am going to Disneyland.

Firstly though, doing laundry, touching...
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Went to the contact guy finally and got contacts. Yay! The infection is finally gone! Apparently, it left in it's wake a series of small scars on my the lower part of my cornea, that could have blinded me had the been closer to the pupil. Kind of a horrifying thought, no? And it was under new management, so they didn't carry the contacts I...
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So that's it. It's over. I guess we won't be speaking anymore.

He hurt me, and I'm done. Damaged. Don't know what I want, don't know up from down or black from white. Confused. Always.

Empty. Utterly alone. Just me and my confusion, or is it insanity?

Ugg. I am way too stressed. Too much negativity in my life. I love my job, I really do, but I don't like the power hungry cocksuckers. Like, I don't like the fact that the guy my stepdad left in charge randomly made some shit more expensive today and changed the employee discount from 30% to 15%. How the fuck am I supposed to control...
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Goddamnit, some bros threw a rock through my bedroom window last night after I left. Than the chick in the office who hates us (bitch has been trying to screw us over from the get go, made it so we had to pay over double the usual security deposit), tried to blame it on us, because our housewarming shindig was last night. Note: the glass...
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dammit, don't know how things are gonna work out with my roommate. So far, not real great. She's obnoxios, childish, people have been in my room while I was out, there was a noise complaint filed in my absense, and she might not have rent next week.

I need to stop being so goddamnit tolerent/giving with everyone.

Well, got my apartment, but I haven't had the time to move in yet. I've been travelling around a lot. I think this may have ben the busiest week of my life. I may even be leaving the country for an extended period of time.

But yeah. I'll have more to say later.