quadrod

really hoping i get the job i'm interviewing for tomorrow. although the job i have now is helping me get in shape, i feel my brain slowly rotting. hehehe, like i had room for that.
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got to get over my phone thing and call patrick.
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i'm going to wait till the begining of jan to tell chris i'm out... i'd love to play the SG burlesque show... if it happens, i'll do the show then quit, if not, i won't do the show then i'll quit.
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must call patrick
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i have no shame or guilt... it seems. or very little of it. i'm too far gone to have any.
so... i might as well enjoy it.