movement takes too much energy
sleep takes up too much of my time
talking confirms my stupidity
my heart betrays me like thief
my hands shake more each year
my impatience takes control
noisey knees will fail me soon
and is my blood also poisoned
will i die before i'm 50 like my father
my frustration with people doubles
every morning i open my eyes...
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sleep takes up too much of my time
talking confirms my stupidity
my heart betrays me like thief
my hands shake more each year
my impatience takes control
noisey knees will fail me soon
and is my blood also poisoned
will i die before i'm 50 like my father
my frustration with people doubles
every morning i open my eyes...
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a wake in dreams
a giant fallen to earth
ripples in normalcy
different forever
cold
disconnected
...
i've recently fallen in love with certain anime shows... i completely understand the kid in the giant robot. a lost kid, in a giant shell, not understanding why he's/she's in there, trying to sync with the body in front of them, destroying shit around them, most of the...
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a giant fallen to earth
ripples in normalcy
different forever
cold
disconnected
...
i've recently fallen in love with certain anime shows... i completely understand the kid in the giant robot. a lost kid, in a giant shell, not understanding why he's/she's in there, trying to sync with the body in front of them, destroying shit around them, most of the...
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life today is completely open.
i have no fucking idea where i will be tomorrow.
i love this feeling.
it's an oportunity to mold myself into something new.
kill the old me... with a rusty butter knife.
a new birthday.
walk into the world with new eyes.
this is life today.
i have no fucking idea where i will be tomorrow.
i love this feeling.
it's an oportunity to mold myself into something new.
kill the old me... with a rusty butter knife.
a new birthday.
walk into the world with new eyes.
this is life today.
wow!
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quadrod:
to quote the great boom boom washington: HI THERE. 
_sarah_:
HOLY SHIT!
sometimes time is the hardest part of life.
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_sarah_:
Why aren't you renewing? 
xremote:
I am out too. BYE TO SG........
*wow that sucked*
one more thing before i go...
one more thing before i go...
? i don't know.
[MEMBER="this girl has got a smile ]
[MEMBER=that can me me cry..."]
[MEMBER="this girl has got a smile ]
[MEMBER=that can me me cry..."]
1988
standing in a group of 'friends'
thinking, '30 must be a good age'
and will i know you then
will i still think about you constantly
wishing you would just say my name
that day i sang to you
and you smiled and when you walked away, you made a small attempt at holding my hand
and in all that time, we kissed only...
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standing in a group of 'friends'
thinking, '30 must be a good age'
and will i know you then
will i still think about you constantly
wishing you would just say my name
that day i sang to you
and you smiled and when you walked away, you made a small attempt at holding my hand
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here.
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quadrod:
on a whim
i took it upon myself to change
to be different from yesterday
i failed miserably
and what i found
was that i was already what i should have been
first instinct is usually right
but often wrong
in this case
correct
now...
i am back from where i was
finally whole
finally something i can say is not perfect
but at least... me
and if tomorrow i find my decision has done me in
at least i'll know
i did it all
no one to blame
no one to worry about
at last
i can walk down the street
and say
'i'm done'
i took it upon myself to change
to be different from yesterday
i failed miserably
and what i found
was that i was already what i should have been
first instinct is usually right
but often wrong
in this case
correct
now...
i am back from where i was
finally whole
finally something i can say is not perfect
but at least... me
and if tomorrow i find my decision has done me in
at least i'll know
i did it all
no one to blame
no one to worry about
at last
i can walk down the street
and say
'i'm done'
haven't smiled this much in years
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museb:
ah i see...finally taken up cross-dressing as a lifestyle eh? well good for you...i knew you'd be happier that way... 
quadrod:
i'm way too into being a guy to be that much of a girl. girly things just don't look good on me.
i'm way too into being a guy to be that much of a girl. girly things just don't look good on me.last night i had a dorky dream: i rode my bike up some hill trying to get to some small town near by, when i took a short cut over the hill. the road turned into a dirt road and over the hill, i score the biggest mexican cemetary in the world... and i keep thinking, i have to come back here and take pictures...
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museb:
PAR-TAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
museb:
RAR!
Which I have never really heard of until now.