q

it has come to an end

And now i have too much time. Too much time to feel like i'm hovering, and there's no tether to keep me attached. It's like staring up from the bottom of the well, but at the same time the whole well is inside you, looking up, looking down, up, down, up , down.

We are always told that we can stand alone, our own strength holding us in place, standing straight up. But if you hold a pen straight up, and let it go, it always falls down. So maybe in actuality, we can't hold ourselves up on our own, maybe two people need to lean against each other to keep the right balance. But now there's too much time to lean back, and fall down, because the other post is missing.

Right now i need a tether to tie me to the earth.

-Q!