So I have been thinking a lot as of late about the things I want. Which is something I haven't been tending to in the past few years. It's been a struggle and I'm basically writing this just so I get it down somewhere in an attempt to make it become more of a reality instead of just a daydream, because I need to stop sitting back and watching.
First and most importantly I need to start a major project that I hope will last for the rest of my life. At first I went to college to be an animator for two years. Then I apprenticed at a tattoo shop for about half a year. I know I love art but I haven't quite gotten. My fingers around what I want to do with that, but I do know that I am gonna start practicing again and start ironing out the kinks so I can do something I love and can feel proud of. Ultimately it would be great to make a loving off of art,but if I could touch one person with a piece of art I would be satisfied as well. So from here on I need to hit the table and find my inspiration instead of waiting for something to strike my fancy.
For my second project i want to stop waiting for the right woman to come to me. In recent times i have found comfort in being alone, but I've come to realize that even though i can live without a significant other. I would much rather have someone share in my highs and lows. Currently i have a person in mind that id like to date, but i haven't acted due to not wanting to burden another soul with the weight of my personal faults and problems.
Here on out I will definitely get what it is i want from life. No more finding excuses to sit back and play it safe.
