OK so I have been thinking of my next book of poetry to put out for sale and I want all new material so I had to go back through my inspiration material from my past. I am most inspired by love whether it be positive or negative, directed at people places or things, etc. This brought me to review any guy I have ever even once thought was cute. With very few exceptions every guy I have liked has been a bad ass or a jerk or worse. And as I reviewed guys I find atleast physically attractive currently they are bad boys also. Now I would like to find a nice artsy romantic geek but who do I like to look at? Rockers, tattooed and pierced guys (not mutually exclusive), anarchists, anti-religious guys... now if you know me you know I am many things I am completely weird and mostly posotive and bright sunshiny, I am a brain and I have to plan everything, etc. How does someone like me that could potentially land a great "normal" and good wholesome guy go for these troubled male specimens? And any guy I like that may fit these qualifications is way out of reach because they are celebrities and would never cross paths with me!
So why do we girls do this? Am I really not as ready as I say I am for commitment? It wouldn't surprise me I didn't get to experience the dating world as a teen and once I found someone I never looked back so now here I am still wrapped up in the bad boy phase...![ARRR!!!](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pirate.9344b69ddfcd.gif)
![mad](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/mad.73f291fbf3b2.gif)
![shocked](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/shocked.4f86e9f2d588.gif)
![blackeyed](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/punch.6a3d8a00b8f8.gif)
![puke](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/puke.3724b71956e4.gif)
![skull](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/skull.4242d54c7e24.gif)
![miao!!](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/miao.9f700d970e33.gif)
![tongue](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/tongue.55c59c6cdad7.gif)
So why do we girls do this? Am I really not as ready as I say I am for commitment? It wouldn't surprise me I didn't get to experience the dating world as a teen and once I found someone I never looked back so now here I am still wrapped up in the bad boy phase...
![ARRR!!!](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pirate.9344b69ddfcd.gif)
![mad](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/mad.73f291fbf3b2.gif)
![shocked](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/shocked.4f86e9f2d588.gif)
![blackeyed](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/punch.6a3d8a00b8f8.gif)
![puke](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/puke.3724b71956e4.gif)
![skull](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/skull.4242d54c7e24.gif)
![robot](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/robot.fb056bc6fb87.gif)
![miao!!](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/miao.9f700d970e33.gif)
![tongue](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/tongue.55c59c6cdad7.gif)
The right guy will come along sooner or later.