purpleswirl

hey cancer,


fuck you, you life-changing, non-feeling, destructive fuck, you. why do you have to come around and destroy good people? can't you mutate somewhere quiet and cause some good for a change? i hope you die. i hope you die a quick death, and on tuesday, i hope that doctor saws through my precious grandad's skull and finds you, and cuts you up severely and takes you away to some jar in a hospital to where you sit in liquid and die. Or I hope you get studied a thousand times over so the doctor will make sure he knows how to kill your family, like you're killing mine. FUCK YOU.




somethings are worse than death. and i should be thankful for all the years I've had with him. but right now I'm bitter, and pissed, and fucking don't understand. i am thankful. i want him around forever. i don't want him to suffer.

but if i don't want him to suffer, then which should i be wishing for? . i feel so guilty for saying that.

and another thing, maybe this just shows my stupidity...DRUG COMPANIES: you get MILLIONS, MILLIONS, MILLIONS of dollars everyday....most off cancer and aids drugs and many other drugs for diseases that "no cure" can be found for. I don't believe this for a fucking second. i believe too much money is made, and if there is no need for cancer drugs, or aids drugs, or all the other drugs that are needed because of horrible illnesses...............where the fuck does your profit go? The human mind can develop a bomb that melts hundreds of thousands of people, yet it can't find a cure for a virus, or a certain cell mutation in the body? Give me a fucking break. I'm pissed, and hurt. and if you read my rant, thank you.