So the deal with my recent bad days has mucho to do with work. I work for a small company and the only person above me is the owner. The problem is that he makes me feel so insecure about my abilities that it is carrying over into other aspects of my life. He forces me to second and triple guess my work (as well...
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mr_ruckus:
Big hug to the BooBoo!
iamsynn:
hey, im goin to the chili cook off in richmond if you cant find a place to get tickets i can get a friend to buy you one i think its like 15 in advance or 20 @ the gate
Today is one of those days where your stomach gets upset from all of the ups and downs.
Hug me please...
Hug me please...
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deathcabforuglie:
BIG HUG..followed by a ...
better yet?
xoxo,
j
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better yet?
xoxo,
j
zenzero:
As much as I can, for as much as I know you, I really do love you. I think you are a beautiful person and it makes me angry that things should trouble you so. You get MEGA HUGS From Me! 
So the times on this site are PST and it always makes it look like it is earlier than it really is. Nonetheless, it is strangely odd (how's that for eloquent) that I am up at 5:47am on a Wednesday posting in my journal.
That is like seven ways wrong.
That is like seven ways wrong.
So the tattoo thing, although small is a big thing. It is one of those things that I always wanted to do but was always afraid of. It should be noted when you do something that you thought you couldn't do. Small triumphs are so awesome. I am my own master.
I saw these kids from the part of Africa that Charlize Theron is from....
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pb:
i too have been lusting after the ink for about 10 years. haven't quite decided what i want, and my idea of 'eternally cool' keeps changing, so....
i agree with Tryst. i remember your ass pic. god, how i remember.
-pb
i agree with Tryst. i remember your ass pic. god, how i remember.
-pb
dysphunkcional:
awww i love u too... sweetness... 
I am sorry my entries have been so lame lately and that i haven't posted in journals/groups/boards also. I have been sick and busy.
work is doing the asskickinmagic again.
I got a tiny tattoo! Be proud of me. I have been wanting one forever but was super cautious with my first one because i am afraid of keloiding. I will post pics later.
happy...
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work is doing the asskickinmagic again.
I got a tiny tattoo! Be proud of me. I have been wanting one forever but was super cautious with my first one because i am afraid of keloiding. I will post pics later.
happy...
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deathcabforuglie:
should be around..i'm not sure of my schedule just yet...=)
but i shall find out..
xoxo,
j
but i shall find out..
xoxo,
j
zenzero:
I didnt know I could swim, but it was so damn hot!!. I seriously doubt you could ever be doomed. As a matter of fact I do wish my eyes were like cameras in that I could take a picture and show you what the stingrays looked like?!? Even cooler still, if you could have been there!! I too am sorry your entries have been so rare and far twixtween.. I wouldnt use the word "lame" though.. You really ought give yourself more credit more often... however, I dont post as often either..and quite frankly sometimes its hard to type something..or anything for that matter. Im sure it cant help that you have been "sick and busy". With the "asskickinmagic" nature of your work perhaps you should consider a trip to see some dolphins and stingrays..
So I gotta ask about your new tattoo?? Tell me more.. I am very proud of you because you asked me to be, but I dont know anything about it.... Thanks for the message..
You Rock!
--{@Matt
[Edited on Mar 09, 2004 4:08PM]
So I gotta ask about your new tattoo?? Tell me more.. I am very proud of you because you asked me to be, but I dont know anything about it.... Thanks for the message..
You Rock!
--{@Matt
[Edited on Mar 09, 2004 4:08PM]
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mr_ruckus:
How may I serve you,My Queen?
polly:
may i reiterate again how lovely you are to me?
youre hot lady! when i look at your candid pictures, i just want to squeeze you to DEATH.
that is all.
oh yeah and i said hi to your buddy.
lets talk moooore.
youre hot lady! when i look at your candid pictures, i just want to squeeze you to DEATH.
that is all.
oh yeah and i said hi to your buddy.
lets talk moooore.Thanks for the well wishes, I am much better today.
And my best friend is joining the site today...yay!
And my best friend is joining the site today...yay!
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soma__:
awesome, whats her name so i can welcome her??
_sarah_:
I'm glad you're feeling better.
I sick. No work today...hopefully no pueking and shitting like yesterday. My body hurts. Rarrrrrrr 
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jenya:
sending good thoughts your way
mr_ruckus:
Aaaaah.
Have some warm ginger ale.
Good for the tummy.
Have some warm ginger ale.
Good for the tummy.
The weather is so awesome today. It's still a little crisp outside, but Spring is whispering sweet somethings into my ear. OOooh, I'm getting all warm and fuzzy inside!
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soma__:
bring the nice weather here... its all rainy here
fortysix_and_two:
It's getting warmer here too... might have to do some outdoor sets now. 
I am trying to be positive. I have attempted to relax. My rhythmic chanting turned into me screaming fuck you repeatedly. It declare: my job is killing me slowly. Okay, maybe its not killing me. It is, however, driving me insane with the acute precision of some sort of covert operations-type torture. I have been working here off an on since 99. Like a bad...
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dragonflycq:
SO CAN YOU COME DOWN SUNDAY????!!!!!!!!!
deathcabforuglie:
i'm off tomorrow..which means i'm breaking open a bottle of wine tonight...oh yeah..
xoxo,
j
xoxo,
j