I've been hanging out with an ex. She went with me on my little road trip. I enjoy her company, we can talk for hours and not get bored. Last year I wanted her to be my date for my best friends wedding but that blew up because she wants to get back together and I dont. I guess I've been lonely for a while now and having a familiar voice around was nice. Last week we were talking about nothing and she asked if she needs a boob job. I really don't think she does and I told her that and told her she looks better than when we dated. Yesterday I was at her place and she asked if I want to fuck. I said no.
I realized that I've been leading her on and I've done this twice to her. WTF.
I dont think any of this will make sense. I talked to a couple of my buddies and they think I'm nuts and should have fucked her. I think I needed to write this down.
