The girl took me to meet her mother and sister. Everything went well and I'm starting to think too well. Her mom loves me and by the end of dinner she basically begged me to marry her daughter.
We had started out saying that we were both looking for something permanent but the realities of this are spooking both of us.
She seems to be running away from this, I don't know what kind of pressure she has been getting from her family. I keep thinking if she is going to run from this is she worth chasing. I know I love her but it's that head versus heart conflict that kills me.
