pupnamedtwat

My boyfriend forgot to pick me up from work last night
He was belly up on the couch in a drunken stupor when I got home.
People ask me why I'm still with him and I hesitate... they say "out of convenience, huh?" And I nodd, but it's really because he is my best friend and I know it's dependant, but he makes me feel secure. It really sucks when I tell him he should stop drinking and then he says something totally hurtfull to me to counteract. I don't think he would even miss me right now because he is either having anxiety problems, drinking, or nursing a hang over these days. A relationship is bad when two people fight everyday, right?
I'm no angel- really a raving bitch sometimes, but I really want this to pass and be in love again. I miss him so much!