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More song writing
I've really got into it, I've got loads of ideas and a few new ones but some still need work, so not being shared just yet
This one's about a problem I think we all encounter, not knowing quite what you mean to someone who means a lot to you and is actually about many people throughout my life, something that in recent weeks feels relavent to me. (I picture this one sounding a bit like Social Distortion, songs like "Angel Wings" "Still Alive")

What did I mean to you?

Since my early days at school
Ive always been so confused
By people with whom I share, the classroom and open air
Just so timid and afraid, why would anyone notice me?
Were you captivated and intrigued? Or was I a game and a dare?

What did I mean to you?
I never had a clue
For once can someone just be straight with me
I need some stability

A random chance meeting
What drew you to me?
I lay there on the ground and you lay down by my side
You told me a secret, as I starred into your eyes
We had so many goodbyes and the gap between us grew too wide

What did I mean to you?
I never had a clue
For once can someone just be straight with me
Im searching for clarity

A day then came
When I placed my trust
But it was not meant to be, deceit and treachery
I thought for the first time that I knew, just what I meant to you
How could I get so wrong? And no longer can I be reveried

What did I mean to you?
Yes for the first time I knew
But you were not straight with me
And now I feel such disparity
Yeah, What did I mean to you?
I never had a clue
For once can someone just be straight with me
I need some damn stability
Alex Borley