punkinhead

Hello SG folks,

I hope this finds everyone well and good. My week has been interesting.

Okay, Fleetwood Mac was Tuesday night, not next weekend as I thought. It was a great show Lindsey Buckingham took solos like he was the King of Rock and Roll. I was surprised at how good they were you go to a show like that, you expect a revival act but that show was a blast.

Work has been good, writing has been swell.

And . . .

And I just got a letter from my first girlfriend. My first girlfriend. From when I was 14 years old and living far, far from here. Fourteen. Four fucking teen years old.

I almost cant believe it was me back then. I cant look myself in the face and say You had unprotected sex for two years, snuck in this girl's window and crept out with the dawn, acted with no thoughts of consequence. Was that even me?

Unprotected for two years. No pill, no condom, no tecnhique, nothing. How do I not have a sixteen year old?

She wrote me to apologies for all the drama that happened when we were young. Long story short, she was a bit older, there was infidelity, self destruction and even excommunication involved. She dropped details on me that I can not remember whatsoever. She was sorry, she said, for going back on her promises to me. I wrote back, said all was forgiven/ forgotten and that apologies werent necessary werent we all stupid back then, werent we?

So it was mostly painless. Over and done and hopefully shes fulfilled the requirement. But now I get to sit here and think about all that yang ass drama. My goodness.

I love you, SGers. Take care of the ones you love each to each.

Take it light,

Punkinhead

Taoist thought of the day: Try a little tenderness.